Things are starting to
look up again. This week I had an interview for a
teaching post with a local language school, which I
passed astonishingly easily. I have a couple of classes
starting next week, admittedly covering for another
teacher, but at least it's a start. I must admit my brain
cells were beginning to atrophy in the data input job I
had. The people I worked with were all pretty smart and
had a good sense of humour, but staring at a screen all
day long is not something I wanted to do for a living.
The interview itself was easy. I had to
take a bus for about an hour to get there, and knew I
should have been thinking about teaching on the way, but
was instead trying to remember the words to a poem (The things I miss...) I'd written the previous week
for K. When it came to the interview, I was so relaxed,
it was just like having a chat. I'm sure it's not an
interview technique I've heard of before, but it seemed
to work. I still need some kind of work to do in the rest
of my time though, as the school pays a long way in
arrears.
K has sent me some more beautiful letters
and it cheers me up to know I'm in her thoughts as much
as she is in mine. She congratulated me for getting this
job, which really made me happy. I was happy before, but
having her confirm it made me doubly so. After my last
day at the office we all went for a few beers, and they
said K must be pretty special because I mention her a lot.
I can't help it - she's a part of my life. I miss her
more and more - I'm going to try my damnedest to be with
her soon.
We both try as hard as we can to contact
each other and miss each other in every way possible. I
managed to get a budget rate telephone account to ring
Mexico last week, and even if the line is terrible it's
much better to speak without the constant fear of being
cut off. The only problem now is that my spoken Spanish
needs major improvement. It's strange, when I think in
Spanish it all sounds so good, but when I speak it all
comes out wrong. I'll keep practising, even if I do sound
strange talking to myself and a cassette recorder.
The prospect of having some free time
next week has made me think quite hard. I haven't stopped
being active in all the time I've been back, since I've
been doing everything I can to be back with her. A week
away from work will mean I have to do something so that I
don't think of the thousands of miles between us. K sent
me a kiss to keep me smiling when I'm sad - perhaps I'll
have need of it.