Galvinize & radiate- mutate perception to desired form, begin projection- NOW now now- as it always is- beyond & back clearly conjectuure- the Real, the Truth, Present Time- are you here to Go or to Do? Phenominize. Epiphanies of conciously generated fetish-gods- what then must we do? Thy Will? That which is done cannot be undone- only the time has been changed to perfect these innocents.

I sit demilotus before the Phallus of Shiva (or so I'm told) in the ruins of a monastery, a Manifestation, the Sigil flashes, takes turns with the stone being All or Not- my sitting, the image of my sitting, Images on fleshare captured on the film of the tourists & my incense will NOW smoke again & again, projected, thereby mutated on the living toom wall- The Time has been changed to Project the Influence- Kia!- Dreams Will Flesh- it just takes work. In my dreams she is there, fiery & animal, Word Made Flesh via blood & ink- a word to a word, she is off & working- a clever dog to fetch my slippers.

"From a Word to a Word I was led to a Word, from a Deed to another Deed.'

It has been noted that some visions of Chaos find similiarities with Taoist & Buddhist worldviews, but ultimately active- If you see the Hand of Chance, do you choose to watch or dance? I am on the verge of exploding & losing everything, which is commonly called Paradise by mystics- Chaos, Tantra, Assassins- find the best maps you can & plot a course for 'Here There Be Dragons' the value of the map is it helps you get Lost...

We climbed the mountain & X______ howled like an animal in the darkness, moon ringed with clouds straight up- we run round & round with fire wine earth blade & then ran round & round just to run- Ground & hum & spin 'till the fire comes, raging spin again- the fires burned, the ashes spread, we stomp them cold & gone- dead loves bad ideas burned- we laugh and abandon the sewing machine, boxes of unburnable rubbish- a feast on the top of the sealed up well- words spin round & down in that watery abyss- "I like food, food tastes good"- and damn it is True, Now.

Fireclown

SFCA 3.23.93

Inspiration for this endeavour- Ysabeau Wilce, Bijanun Deliriousa