All I do is close my eyes
then I get hypnotized
By the memory of your smile
that stops my heart for a while
Your gorgeous eyes mesmerize me
Something locked inside you that I can’t see
Your voice so sweet gives me shivers
Like the breeze makes the trees quiver
When you’re near my hear starts to pound
I get afraid that you’ll hear the sound
Night and day I think of you
the way you are and the things you do
I thought my feelings were gone for good
but feelings never change as they should
The feelings I have for you are in danger
Now that you’re no longer a stranger
I know you’ll never feel the same
But just to let you know
My love for you was never a game



It’s a risk
to tell someone how you feel
you might get dissed
‘cause they won’t kow how to deal
Then you’ll stand all alone
crying with a heartache
Looking for an answer
Wondering what you did so wrong
	-March 1/97



I hope to forget
the love we once had
Trying to erase the memories
that was so sad
You made me suffer
With all the pain
I don’t know what made me love you
I guess I was just insane
	-March 2/97



You’re the guy
I’ve seen in my dreams
with the dazzling smile
and eyes that linger at me for a while
I see the light
without any fright
The stars still shine bright
‘till you’re out of sight
The remaining light
fills me heart with hope
Then I remember your girl
and think “this can’t ever be, you dope!”
	-March 3/97



Shining Star

The first time we met
you were like an unnoticeable spark
My days went by slowly
like a maze in the dark
As the months went by
the light began to grow
I didn’t understand much
‘cause nothing ever showed
But recently I understand
there’s something I kept too far
Now that I take a closer look
I see you as my shining star
	-March 10/97



I try to do everything
to get you outta my head
shaking the feeling
of anything your tender sweet voice said

I try to sing a song
but it comes out all wrong
‘cause it reminds me so much of you
and everything you’d do

I’m sick of fighting this feeling
I have all for you
It’s driving me completely insane
and it’s all because of you

Damn the shtty feelings
and everything it makes me do
I think I’ll just end it all
by jumping off my 30th floor
Ending the way I feel
and forgetting that I ever loved you
	-April 12/97



I wish you’ve given me just one chance
to show how much you meant to me
But now you have someone you like
so I guess we were never meant to be
When I see you two together
my heart breaks in two
Leaving me alone and hopeless
I try not to cry out for you
Believe me when I say
I’m really trying to be happy for you
I try not to think of the fact
just how much I wanted to be with you
I hope your girl realizes
her damn luck and how special you are
‘cause I can’t forget you so easily
I’ll always love you from afar
	-April 16/97



Do what  your heart tells you to
the unknown path it leads you to
The magical things you’ll find
leaving the terrible past behind
Think carefully and take your cautious step
know what your heart tells you
hoping it won’t lead you to the water depth
Life is full of sorrow and happiness
but you should know by now 
you have only one chance
to make the best of it 
or you’ll end up in total darkness
	-April 19/97



Everybode keeps telling me
what I shuld do and feel
But when I look at you
I don’t know what’s for real

You seemed to sweet in the letter
giving me a spark of a chance
Got me thinking maybe this year
we can have our one last dance

Now, what do you want me to think?
What do you want me to say?
I should think this was all a joke
forgetting everything ‘till this day

You’ve got me all so messed up
with everything you do
it’s hard concentrating on daily life
Since I can’t stop thinking about you

I should know by now
you never realy cared
I never should’ve showed any feelings
Since what happened was what I always feared

I was right about you
everything I was afraid of
all came so vividly true
	-April 20/97



Say Goodbye

All I want from you
is one single goodbye
To end eerything that happened
bury it all and the cry

You never felt a thing for me
I can’t believe I was so wrong
How could I be so stupid and blind
not seeign you were playing games all along

Why don’t you say anything?
Have you found out who I am?
I just can’t bare it anymore
‘cause it’s been all my sham

What have I done so wrong?
Was it a crime to show any feelings?
You said it was all OK to do
If I only knew you were never willing

So I think you should bid me your goodbye
(or at least find some time to do so)
letting me forget all he lies
(you’ve lead me to believe)
Leaving me here all alone
(before you make me cry)
	-April 27/97

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