Tuesday July 6th...
Of course, wouldn't you know it....I've had strep for like a month, and now I'm on my *3rd* antibiotic...but you know what they say, the 3rds a charm! It seems to be working but I don't like how all meds are basically photosensitive, especially since I'm a HUGE worshipper of "RA"...just 3 more days on this crap! woohooooo
I miss "Sunday Drives" out in the country and getting lost in the corn fields...
Finally just decided to go ahead and get a new cell phone....this one is the Motorolla V600... it's pretty cool, can't even tell you how many pics of tiggy I have in it! LOL
Well, a war is about to start up in the Constitution State!!!! The parents are going up there to the CT. house and basically tell my asshole brother in law and my materialistic, clueless sister to either shit or get off the pot....What I wouldn't do to be a fly on the wall in about 4 days!!!! If it weren't for the strep with the low grade fever that attached itself to it, I'd be heading up there right now myself! being sick SUCKS! I miss my CT. friends...I'm thinking maybe I should actually spend the entire summer up there next year. It's time...I've been trying to avoid it because too many memories flood back...
I had one of my nightmares the other night....this time after being the typical lying cheating, unremorseful ex he is, he asks me "does he love you?" and my response?......
"who knows, they claim to love you one minute and that your their soulmate but the next minute they hook up with some Ho they swore they hated with every fiber of their being..."
Nightmares suck
This week is going to be pretty hectic, I have this person and that person coming over and doing this and that...and then we have a HUGE delivery coming on the weekend, you watch, it will be hurricane conditions! LOL I'll take pics!
Saturday, June 26th...
This month totally blows.
I haven't seen the sun in weeks...this week and last week it was due to the wonderful Texas weather patterns, but mostly it's studying this and studying that. Wouldn't ya know it, every time I'm working on something someone (or something) always bugs me.
It would be GREAT to be able to sleep in just once..just 2 more weeks!
I've also started drinking a cup of Mcdonalds coffee on the weekends, they have it ready for me at around 6am...At that time, I've already been up (IF I even went to sleep at all on Friday) and hitting the books for hours...today I got a LARGE coffee. For some reason it is having the opposite effect on me, I tend to want to go take a nap after a cup and now I'm wondering about that whole "conspiracy theory" thingy I have....are the McDonalds people in on it too somehow? Have they been slipping me some sleeping pills in my Java? Hmmmmmmm....just to busy to dig deeper into this thing...but I'm wondering if it has to do with them NOT wanting me to become a doctor...are they in bed with the big pharmaceuticals? Maybe the government themselves? Maybe they all know my ultimate goal in finding cures for the horrible diseases out there, but they know it wont be cost efficient for THEM to lose so much money with just *1* pill/shot...it's lucrative for them to keep people on a "maintenance drug".....Ahhhhh....sounds like a Nancy Drew mystery! (or not enough sleep on my part lol)
lolololol
well, back to the books! I must solve some sort of problem here with all sorts of numbers, letters...lololol and maybe I will wake up eventually today.........
Tuesday June 8th.....
Ok...ALOT has happened since I last was on here....
You know those "3" teeth Tiggy had to get pulled? Well, there ended up being like 4 abscesses and while they were cleaning a bunch of other teeth, a whole bunch just started breaking, so all in all the poor thing had to get *13* teeth pulled! Now, considering that cats have about 30 teeth total, this sucks for him. He had one of his Canines fall out, that was one of the ones that had abscessed. I had the lovely chore of giving him his daily antibiotics and his pain meds. The 1st few days (4 to be exact) were pretty horrible. We ended up having to give him "Sub-Q"(for those of you who don't know...sub-cutaneous..just under the skin to be absorbed by the body as needed) liquids since he wasn't drinking and syringe feeding him food since he didn't eat...of course...in all of cat history, there has never been a case where a cat went in for oral surgery and came out with Horners Syndrome! But, you know our luck...We are hoping that it goes away on it's own within the next few months...
*I* of course have a VERY CUTE(lol) tonsillitis! (lol....okok, laymans terms....STREP THROAT) for the very 1st time ever. I can tell you it's not fun. The strange thing is I haven't the slightest idea HOW I ended up with it because if you know me at all, you'll KNOW that I wash my hands CONSTANTLY and never put them to my face while I'm out because I REFUSE to get ill! Well! It turns out that "it's going around".
Gee....I really wish SOMEONE would have told me that so I would have been more careful...but it turns out that quite a few people where Dan works had it AND basically every neighbor on this block either HAD it or HAS it...So, I guess it was "my turn" (thanks Wendy and Brian...REALLY appreciate it! Hope to repay your kindness VERY soon!!!! ) hahaha
I guess a few days at home doing nothing but watching TV isn't so bad...right?
Hmmm...oh yes....the SAGA in Watertown continues! Yes folks, you heard it here 1st. APPARENTLY certain people of my clan seem to think that THEY should be PAID to live in a house!!!!! NOT ONLY are they collecting rent for the upstairs, but also refuse to pay the measly 350.00 a month the parental unit is asking. Ahhhhhh....must be nice to own a house and get paid to own it while not having ANY of the responsibility that comes with said ownership.... that's what I call a marriage of convenience!
So....lemme get this straight my misguided brother in law.....
1.YOU own the house?! (but my parents still own it and btw, you are NOWHERE on the papers for it!)
2.YOU decide that even though it is OUR family home that my parents are generously letting you live there...that one of the family members not ONLY CANNOT move upstairs in the apartment, but also CANNOT VISIT the CONVICTED FELON that just got out of PRISON..that you let move in????
3.YOU decided that YOUR charging that said CONVICT rent...but will not pay some YOURSELF? (hmmm...nice set up, eh folks?)
4. YOU decide that ALTHOUGH the house is good enough for YOU and your kid and my sister to live in right now...that it's a piece of SHIT? Hmmmm
5.YOU decide that when things go wrong (because of YOUR wear and tear on it) that *MY* parents should be responsible for fixing or replacing everything at their cost?
6.YOU decide that even though my parents tell you NOT to let that convict move in upstairs, you LET him AND his 2 kids AND give him my parents bed from THEIR ROOM?
YOU know....there is so much more to this story but I really don't think I need to go on....he seriously needs to grow up and start taking responsibility. This world doesn't owe you SHIT! Most of us actually work for what we have and take pride in it.
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I just wanted to add that the other day we lost a great man who was a great president....you will not be forgotten.
Saturday: May 15th
Well, Took tiggy to the vet today, he did NOT like getting in the cat carrier..I couldn't help my laughter though...while Dan was getting scratched. Hmmm, I think they're BOTH still mad at me! LOL
Poor thing has to get *3* teeth pulled on Wednesday. So much for the fish bone theory...
I think I've decided to NOT take the 2 months off, I mean, I probably would go crazy with all that free time...HOWEVER...I made sure that all the Labs are at night so that during the day I can sit out and tan! Woohoo!
Hmmm...I hope I have the absolute LUCK my doctor had when he was in Med School. In order to pass, you have to perform an autopsy, and of course, you get paged when a body comes in and normally you have all these different things you have to do and test etc (I wont go into details) BUT...luckily, for that hottie of a doctor I have...he had a gunshot victim! Cause of death: Gunshot through the heart...pretty straight forward! I think I'll keep my fingers crossed for myself for when the time comes!!!!
I'll tell ya this much though, these past few months have been hectic on me and now that everything is winding down, I feel drained. I swear, I slept for most of the day today! I can't wait for some "me" time..maybe a day at the dayspa? Hmmmm
Ahhhhh...I was able to vent a little about my noisy neighbors! Those kids should be horsewhipped and their mouths should be washed out with the nastiest soap available!!!!!!
http://www.neighborsfromhell.com/
Thursday, May 6th
Well, today is my little sisters birthday! Happy Birthday Kelly!
Of course, I wish she would dump that no good ex-convict of a "boyfriend" of hers! (hint-hint) He's such freakin LOSER!
This week...Hmmm....Ok, One word: FINALS
Can you say brain melt? I wish I can go back and forth in time and Swooooosh over to next thursday!
To top things off, tigger has a Vet Appt. tomorrow! He sure as heck aint gonna like THAT! Just one more thing I have to deal with during one of the most stressful times ever huh?
Oh, and of COURSE, yet another tid-bit I found out about a certain someone during a specific time in our lives...gee, you THINK you know someone but hell...they sure put on a good act! 'Nuff said about THAT ass!
Ummm...on another note...Someone keeps ringing my doorbell! I swear, it's happened like 5 times today. I swear, I am NOT going down those stairs again, so, I hope who ever is trying to get in touch with me isn't dying cause, unless you call my cell phone, I am NOT even attempting to answer the door tonight! HA!
Friday night cont......
Well, operation "Catfish" was a success! Of course *I* didn't have any of it but it actually looked pretty great and he loved it! Well, savor it it sweetie because it's doubtful I'll be bringing home any more fish any time soon! LOL
On another note..most nights I get to sleep around 1am or so and just before I drift away to Lala land, these poems, words or whatever you want to call it come crashing into my brain, sometimes they're just so amazing it's just strange, so last night, 1/2 asleep, I got out of bed and wrote some of it down....and here it is.....
"FOREVER"
All I ever wanted was to become your wife
To be with you for the rest of my life
You told me that you'd love me forever, but you were wrong
'Cause I found out that your "forever" wasn't very long.
Hmmm, one question....what do you do if you can't get a commission in any branch of military on your own merits?
Answer: You join say..the Volunteer Fire Department and get one from there.....
Of course, I know of a few people who went this route..just goes to show you that certain places will let ANY one join. Shouldn't there be some sort of restrictions or qualifications other than "BREATHING" ....
Friday, April 30th
Wow! I can't believe a 4.00 purchase would make me sooo happy! :)
So, I was at the local "W" (the same people who gave me food poisoning) when I was bored because you KNOW how guys are when they are looking at "GUY" stuff, you know, car stuff, oil + filters, a new gas can etc...so, I'm strolling around when I found a very small section of CASSETTES! Yes! you heard me, I know, I couldn't believe it myself, weren't they like outlawed or something??? Well, anyways, I came across one of my old time Fave groups...Chicago! It was the Chicago 17 on tape! It has the cool songs like "Hard habit to break", "Stay the night", "Along comes a woman" and my favorite "You're the inspiration"....ahhhh memories! It just goes to show you why Peter Cetera went out on his own shortly afterwards because the ones he wrote were hits, and basically all the other ones sucked..and he was the lead vocal so it only made sense....
Oh fun, went shopping today and got something I would NEVER EVER EVER get ....if it weren't for dan! UGH! CATFISH! Tonight, just because I'm such a great person, I will attempt to cook him catfish! You'd better BELIEVE I bought myself a pair of vinyl gloves 'cause I sure as hell am NOT touching that crap, it's bad enough I'm going to get an instant migraine from the smell alone! EWwwwww!
Oh! reminds me of the other week....I know dan was craving some cheeseburgers, so I went out to get some patties, and of COURSE the ones that are already pressed are only 80% fat free...well, to me, that's not good enough, so I grabbed a pkg. of 98% fat free burger and brought it over to the meat people and asked the nice woman to press it in patties for me because I REFUSE to touch raw meat! (NASTY!) She did (while laughing) and she just so happen to be the one that picked out the Catfish for me....Did I say EEEWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww?!
Man...the things we do for love! lol
April 28th:
I Just want to thank the lovely people here at the local "W" Bakery for the food poisoning I am now getting over, fun stuff guys!
In other news.....one word....."TIVO"!!!!! wow! I'm pretty impressed. The makers can thank David Letterman for my recent purchase. I think it was his "I Tivo'd...taped it and brought it in" that inspired me to go get one. Pretty darned cool!
Ohhh, the summer is coming quickly and I can't WAIT! 2 whole months of absolutely NOTHING but rest and relaxation!
Well, I have started a "bitch" page that basically contains anything and everything that is really irritating! Of course, I'm told I should revise it a bit since it's a bit unsympathetic to certain individuals which if I were to so choose in the near future to say..run for president or something, may be used against me during campaigning ..LOL Man, being PC is so freakin stupid and it really is getting out of control..but to give you a little taste of what the page will be like, I'll give you a sample of it:
Commercials:
Ok, that commercial for TAMPAX, she's on the LAKE in a little canoe-like boat with what appears to be a HUGE hole in the bottom (yeah, wouldn't notice THAT until you got out in the middle of a lake...) well, anyways, she sticks a tampon in the hole and actually demonstrates the proper insertion technique! It's funny because before this commercial came out, dan said he wouldn't put it past these people to actually figure out a way to show the insertion on the next commercial, well...he was right! Who knew the female population would be compared to a smelly, polluted lake! LOL My friend also pointed out something else...who the HELL brings a FULL box of tampons on a date in a little row boat? Where the heck does she think she would change it and she MUST be "flowing like a river" to have to bring the whole box with her...she needs a DOCTOR not a DATE! LOL
Now, this chick is so annoying by herself. Theres something about her thin pointy face that really irritates me, lucky for me she's in the next commercial that bugs me.....
KFC
APRIL 23rd:
Well, I heard Van Halens "Love comes walking in" and cried myself to sleep last night. Why? Hell, I'm only human!
Today they said only a "20%" chance of rain, yeah, maybe everywhere ELSE in Texas, but over MY house, it HAS to be raining! So, let me tell you a little story about when I was searching for a house...I went EVERYWHERE. If there was a house for sale in a 15 mile radius of NASA, *I* was there looking at it, I even unknowingly looked at a house within HOUSES of the EX! Sure glad we caught THAT one, so I gave SPECIFIC instructions to my realtor that under NO circumstances should she show us ANYTHING within a certain distance of THAT house...so the search continued....I met one of the Astronauts who was selling his SMALL house over in Clear Lake..no pool, no yard and a very small house..no wonder he was moving! Well, like I mentioned in my "HOUSE" page, I absolutely fell in love with Friendswood and how much land was available and how it didn't look overdeveloped. I just so HAPPENED onto this beautiful area where they were just starting to build houses, so I went and visited with the builders and viewed some of their model homes and the best part about it was the land! I was sold! So, for MONTHS, I basically had to pick out every little detail that I wanted in my house, the colors, wallpaper, rugs, tiles... etc...oh man, I don't recommend it! It was SOOO exhausting! Well, anyways, while my house was being built, I visited it every day to check up on the status. The weather was beautiful! I don't think I ever saw 1 cloud in the sky the whole time!
Today:
Ok, so, if they say that there is like "only" (HA!) a 10% chance of rain....I know that we will be getting it, right here. I swear, I compare it to the Adams Family house! I'm not kidding! If there is bad weather, that nasty black cloud will park itself over my house while the entire earth is having wonderful weather...like I said before folks....It's a conspiracy.....
Oh! Hey! Jerry Seinfeld is coming to Houston! I'm sure that will be a great show! I'm just not too thrilled about how he met his current wife. I think it's pretty shitty of that HO to have left her new husband for Jerry, just goes to show you that some people are such liars, users and materialistic asses!
March!
Well, this month has been pretty hectic and to tell you the truth, very stressful!
Me and a few of my family members are not on speaking terms with one of my sisters who live up in CT. still with her (cough) husband....His fault really, I mean, really, why the heck would someone choose a CONVICT who has NO TIES to the family over flesh and blood? What the heck is this guy promising them up there? It seriously baffles me and I've got to be honest, the only thing that truly does that is living with his HO practically down the street right now. It's just one of those things that make you go Hmmmmm.
My older sister had another run to the hospital, she's back home tonight but it really stressed me out. I made arrangements to leave classes, got everything organized, and now it's kind of pointless. But hey, don't misread this! I'm soooo glad it wasn't anything serious! But one thing for sure, I'm glad I'm going to graduate Med School because speaking to her about the hospital there, it's CLEAR to me that this world needs an AWESOME Doctor/R&D!!!!!! hehehe, K....I'll stop! ;)
I've been so busy, I've been neglecting my best friends, so Peter D. in CT and John B. in Ohio, if your reading this guys, I'm SOOoooo sorry! You KNOW I've meant to call ya like a MILLION times, but things are soooo wild over here! Call ya soon if I don't see ya 1st! :)
You know, maybe it's the music that I'm listening to or maybe it's just been how stressful this month has been but, I'm sitting here thinking about the "ex". I know, I know, waste of time right? Yes, even after all this time it just really bugs me how someone can fool you for so long, seriously, he and his ho really should get an Emmy! But ya know what they say, once a cheater and always one, so it's just a matter of time. It's just one of those things where you smack your head and claim "I see why so and so now....." now I can see how one can be blinded by love, you don't see all the inconsistencies, and when you do, what the heck do you do? Try to fight or kick back and watch everything unfold...with help from that other persons friends and family of course! Life is strange. You try to be a great person, do good deeds and for some reason it decides to bite you in the ass. Yes, sometimes I can pinpoint one specific instance where things could have changed completely different, but at what cost? Things would have changed drastically. I wouldn't have gone for my medical degree, as a matter of fact, according to that person, I'm an "OPRAH watcher who basically only had enough intelligence to get a certificate in retail fashion" (for clarity, I DONT watch Oprah and just because my vocabulary goes beyond yours doesn't mean I get it from TV, thats why I attend SCHOOL..cool concept eh?) well....It's amazing...*I'M* not the one with a 2.something GPA and try to blame everyone but myself for that fact. Yes, things have turned out well I suppose. I've found things about myself I never thought was there, I found just how strong, independent and intelligent, caring and persistent I really am.
So, why am I sitting here thinking about which instant in time I would change? No, really, I'm asking YOU! :) Email me if you have any clue because obviously I don't. Is it because it was true love? A soul mate never to be replaced? Or the major theory of conditioning? email with suggestions!
It's March 28th now and I'm looking forward to summer. I can't believe I'm going to have like *2* whole months of rest and relaxation! I'm going to get re-acquainted with 'Ole "RA", THATS for sure! Of course, I may Volunteer somewhere. I love the feeling of helping people with my knowledge and not ask anything in return. Maybe I'll hop over to Christus Hospital again and hopefully do a Colonoscopy on an unsuspecting ex? (laughs evilly and rubs hands villainy) okok, I know, I'm sooooo evil! Can you say PAYBACK! LOLOLOLOL JUST KIDDING! I'm not that horrible! ;) and seriously, have YOU ever done a summer worth of colonoscopies and endoscopies? I DON'T recommend it! LOL
Well, I seem to be suffering a low grade fever right now, so I'm going to pack things up and relax in front of the 57' Tv! Hopefully I wont get anymore surprise visits from these GIGANTIC spiders that seem to have found their way into the house! Have I mentioned how much I HATE spiders and ants???!!!!
APRIL
Well, it's April 1st! I'm trying to figure out what kind of jokes I could play on all my friends.....
So, the other night, I was about to crawl into bed when I reached over to pull down the covers and got a handful of fur instead...yup! Tiggy had decided to take over all of my side of the bed! He was completely sprawled out with his legs up in the air and everything...So, of course I decided to pick one of the guest rooms to sleep in. I tossed and turned for about 2 hours, I tell ya, once you get used to the softness of that darned mattress, you cannot sleep anywhere else! So, I got up and went into the room and tried to push tiggy over without waking him...He did meow, but at least I got MY side of the bed back! LOL
I had a dream about my Doctor last night. Man, I've got to say that he is an absolute DOLL! He seriously is hot and to make things worse, he's also funny and intelligent and only 2 years older than I am.....ehehehe Hey, theres NOTHING wrong with having crushes! They're absolutely normal! I almost wonder if I have a thing for Italians! Nah......
I guess I just love talking to him, we talk about Med. School and all the crazy stuff that goes on....cough,cough....I think I'm coming down with a cold...I better go make an appointment! LOL Just KIDDING!
Since it's just the 1st day of April, I'll write again soon. Tomorrow I'll be going to the Casino to De-Stress!
4/4/04
Ya know, I'm not really into jewelry and I'm FAR from materialistic so, I think it's cute when Dan sometimes checks my finger to see if the Diamond he got me on our 5th anniversary is sitting there. hehehe It really is beautiful! Its from Hearts on Fire collection and are the most PERFECT diamonds you can get! They sparkle like the stars in the sky at night....
email me at tams_k@yahoo.com
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