Alright now life has managed to become somewhat complicated. Sort of. Here's the thing...there is a girl at Blockbuster who I whink may be interested in me. Now I am the world's absolute WORST judge of whether or not someone likes me. Absolute WORST. But I am thinking that maybe she does. I kind of dig her too. Now I know that I am sounding much like a 7th grader at this point but I hey that is alright. So anyway Blockbuster, being the bastion of family values it is does not allow employees to date each other. One of us would be transferred. Now this would suck for me because I have been there for 2 years. I REALLY don't want to go to another store. She just started so it would suck for her to have to move. Now I know this may sound like me jumping the gun as I don't know if this could work out in anyway whatsoever but it is a consideration because this policy includes ONE DATE. So even if I were to ask her out on a date and she said yes and then it didn't work out, transferred. Boom. Just like that.
So the plan is for me to just get to know her better( next logical step after all)and maybe we can hang out in a non-date setting at first so no transfers occur. Of course there is now the very real risk of plunging head long into the dreaded 'friend zone' which is a very real and terrifying possibility. I am very good at getting my ass stuck right in the friend zone. This is a looming problem when 'hanging out' occurs. suddenly you look up and dammit you're buds. So while if that is how it turns out it is cool, I would really like to be able to progress without making a complete and total fool of myself. So there it is. I know perhaps I sound really insecure and Woody Allen-like but I am getting better. After all normally I would be on here whinning about how she would never even consider going out with me. As it is I am giving that part of myself a nice warm glass of shut the hell up.
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