| My Novel - 1:13 p.m. - Thursday - August 16, 2001 |
 Trip Log:__I try to tell it if i'm tagging along following myself while i'm tripping // im trying to get it done in a hurry ill revise later_______________________________________________________
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1000 Slam 12 oz. of MS Robo
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1002 Get some water out of bathroom sink noticed my teeth are red so I dont drink water and run back to living room and gather the 8 oz. of Robo DM and slam it immediately listening to Smack My Bitch Up Which I started up at 1000 and just got to the part to the middle and I got pumped up. Finished at the mellow part hehe kick ass way to start my journey I JUST TOOK 1.5 grams of DEX HOLY SHIT 5x what I took my first time. I am going to be trashed.
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1030_ish__Got a call from friend he always askes me if I want to go drinking this is like the first time he doesn't ask me to he wants to know if up to trustin' him with half of my paycheck to buy pot...I told him some fucked up shit that I had to save money for bail and car insurance and maybe I'll have money for pot but I can get it. What he doesn't think I can get an ounce? BTW NEVER DRINK ON DEX he found out that the hard way hehe. No more than a shot or two.
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1105 I can barely recognize my rother_______________________________________________________ __________-he thinks I'm on pot and a bunch of robo various other drugs he's cool but he's 11 and he's just a pot smoker he can only drink like an oz of robo before spitting it out. HE will trip with me one day cause group trips are cool and my sister it'll be his first time I'm not sure about my sister. I think it'll be her first time she mighta got a hold of it and thought it was XTC or some shit so I'm not sure. Appearently I am writing this while I'm sober.
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1115______My mother leaves for work I'm too high to get up and get Pulp Fiction we just got it on DVD it woulda rocked to watch on this trip. I go to have my first cigarette in like 10 hours last one was after court so I'll get a nicotine buzz. I come to find out my brother has a better kind of cigarette, a marijuana cigarette. I'm like hell yea. We toke and he gets baked and catch a nice buzz nothing big then I stand up I am now in a euphoria I spin around this could amuse me endlessly until the sun comes up I do this for a couple minutes and I come out of my space out and my brother is laughing his fuckin ass off. Well I'm like hell yea I got's a cigarette and me and my brother go through the same thing he has a better one. We smoke again and I smoke like most of it cause he can't hit a roach then we cash it out equally I OWE HIM this is some good marijuana and I got's a 1.5 grams worth of dex up in me. And about that much pot too he had some fat jointz hehe he is gonna be a pothead at age 11 he has to fat jointz to do whatever the fuck he wants with. I didn't start until I was 14 and I didn't have any family in the game I got all my hook-ups off trust and just meeting ppl which is hard compared to have a parent or older brother or sister that deals. Sorry I'm gettin' off course well now I'm prolly high on pot I never found out how good that pot was but I sure was trippin'
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1145 I finally just smoked 2 Newports the first one I smoked like a joint it took 3 drags that was a big upper when I get high on pot I start to see something like a caleidascope cause I get so much smoke in my lungs it makes me dizzy and I get a head rush and I'm high all that shit just sets me free it did it pretty good this time and then I smoked my next cigarette a little aggressive a slightly large drag then a sip of air then another slightly large drag ah I love tobacco I can't believe I went like 8 + hours without one. When I smoked the first cigarette it trips you out seriously everyone needs to try this when they are intoxicated but practice when you are sober cause I smoked 2 bowlz of this descent pot actually it was the best stuff I've had in like 2 months when i smoked it then i puked when i got dizzy i looked at the star and i was like man im stoned im seein stars and then i started spinning and puked big ass hot dog pieces in the sink. anyways this is how you do it take a nice size drag / fill your mouth up smoke then take a sip of air and repeat the proceess as many times as possible i only need to exhale 3 times but first i take a few drags to get the nicotine rolling in i dont think you should repeat that proccess more than 2 times if you sober it's a waste of tobacco.
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1220 Im totally trash I tell my self i'm going to post in an hour if i can find the keyboard and the gate to refridgerator its odd im contemplating if i should eat man im so trash my sister go the kitchen warm cause she and my brother just munched out on some ramen noodles that boiled forever. i opened the fridge full of food felt like i was in heaven its dark out and this smoke is coming from fridge like clouds and light from heaven and our friddge light works and i decide to munch out on something simple i take the whole fuckin bag of deli salami about 1 lb. and i was so close to take a six pack of mikes hard lemonade but no driking on dex i finally found out why my bro was laughing so hard cause my teeth were red pretty cool flash back like a travel backed in time and looked down on myself and saw me slammin the robe and noticed i was listening to music so i grab my munchies / dinner i havent eaten in 6-8 hours and rush upstairs to winamp and get ready trip out for like 30 min the i post forever a bunch of fucked up shit i can believe i could actually communicate.
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100 well im still trippin good cant wait to sleep ive been fucking around going on journeys on my head and i think i was trying to xpalin them on the site. went it to irc chat noone on that wanted to talk. well now i decide to go on the roof and look at the sky that was fun come back in feels like i float from room to room its like i've been on this high b4 but i just feel normal and i can control everything things seemed disshaped like ive went to go look at my teeth and my hands look like a really fucked up size now that i think about it they seemed perfectly normal this trip seems like it got delayed some how maybe pot?
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200 wow im cashed im trippin balls cause i just took the other 2 bottles of tussin at like one so now i got likt + or - 2 grams of dex in me!!!!!!! i feel like the size of a pea and im inside my brain and its like expanding im expanding my mind i guess or it could mean the part of my mind im usin is getting smaller? well i tripped out to that and music for hours til the sunrise then i passed out at the comp and now im writing this hehe still gotta a physical buzz just smoked a cigarette and i feel good.
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300 im so wasted i start forgetting after this im so fuckin high that i can use one sense at all times and it keeps alternating its usually like speech or feel some times i space out and visually i hallucionate and that has to do with site and then i just stare and it's silent like time pauses. and i do alotta weird shit im like when is mom going to be home and i keep asking where did my cigarette go im like fuck it and just pull one out the pack like it's a big roll of benjamins at a strip club.
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| My Fucked uP unedited post - 1:25 a.m. - Thursday - August 16, 2001 |
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dpwawawaawawwaacant type with pionimly heee i like this its good, not a uite as
good as some other thing have, benee, but ohw elle. gterree association without
looking at the screen now.
waves sharks waves sharks wabes dhsakrs with the guitat solo
ocolors
ainbow, horizonta, looking at sceeen
etes ccloesrs, not suer exactly if i'm thinkin aloud orr not i know mu mouth i
snt moving but oh well. perhaps i can use this inmu film. mperhaps not. oh well.
life sucks get a bitch andf a helmet and amke toue bitch ear a helmet an abring
you a beer because the show must go on.
take me home
there must be some smitakw
i can act notmal. i am normal. i am totally normal. there is absolutely nothing
whatsoever wrong hrtr. hmm. hee/ foo. sleep.
no no no sleep this is an experiemtn because iexperiment isfun and lets see whar
the is singing now, but that no, that backgroumd music noise basis locale.hm
music off fro freeodom,jim cogg adn scare..
bed skeeo.
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| I'm Back - 2:25 p.m. - Wednesday - August 15, 2001 |
| Alright I got
back from court awfully fast I got to go third and OMFG the judge knows my
name = not good I think he's known it for a couple of months maybe more cause
everytime I have court he has asks for my name and he might of not of been
sure what it was in may but he knew it July and still Remembers it :( (like
every 6 weeks atleast I have 5 court dates in the next month). Well atleast
he doesn't know what's going on tonight hehe. Well I'm getting some kick ass
Winamp Skins for later I need somemore time sleep and prep b4 I trip on this
level. I'm going 5th plateau maybe. Wish me luck I think this update should
have a point to it...Oh yea I know to celebrities that have dexed b4 one is
Dennis Leary that one guy that did coke pot ludes etc etc a standup comedian
who did that cure for cancer special and was smokin the whole fuckin' time.
And Chris Rock I bed has or he has to cause he says robitussin like 10 to 20
times in Bigger and Blacker damn maybe I should be a standup comedian cause a
few of them dex or a food preparer at McDonald's cause alotta 'peeps' do it
there. Well I will write a log file and post it when I'm sober and rested up
maybe an update hehe! http://www.spunge.org/~jfaith/trippy.swf
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| Got Cash? - 8:15 a.m. - Wednesday - August 15, 2001 |
| Alright I got
court @ 2 p.m. but I got the fucking motherload man it's looks beautiful all
the bottles cascading in a badass formation about to mutilate my brains to
mush ah Robitussin what a great invention. Well here is the contents of my
treasure chest. 3 x 4.oz bottles of Robitussin Maximum Strength (1052 mg of
the drug DXM the shit that get's you high) 2 x 4.oz bottles of Robitussin DM
(474 mg) and 2 bottles of 4.oz Swan Tussin (474 mg) a cheap store brand
replacement for my savior. This should last me 3 normal good trips slightly
higher than normal but I'm a do a HUGE one and a normal one :D I'm going to
drink 12 oz. of Maximum Strength and 8 oz. of Regular Strength coming to a
total 1526 mg of Dextromethorphan Hydrobromide Monohydrate - thats the best
I know how to spell it from memory. Well I need some rest b4 I can get
fucked up I should go to court fucked up hehe! I also noticed something that
got me insanely mad there is no 8 oz. bottles of Maximum Strength Robitussin
in MY WHOLE TOWN WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NONE!!!!!!! Here are all the places
I went Kwik Trip South, Amoco (Tomah Mini-Mart), Kwik Trip North, Shell Gas
Station, Super Wal-Mart Supercenter or whatever, none. Then I stay up to 7
a.m. to hit up the last place I got one Dale's Mega Food's NONE. Then I go
to Burnstad's Pick 'n' Save (another grocery store) none. I got most of my
shit at Wal-mart at 2 a.m. Well the only places left on my list is Horizon
Pharmacy and Phillips Pharmacy both have toy robocops they are fags they watch
me and my friend when we go over as soon as my friends looks at the cough
syrup dumb ass picks it up and studies it so I'm like you fucking todd that's
my a line from my brother it's kinda fucked up cause he thinks it degrades them
and it entertains him cause they don't understand what it means. Well anyways
I look at the lady at the cash register and she is staring him down hard
fuckin' core because a lot of bottles come up missin' and we were just in there
around that area so I look at all the pharmacists (btw We were both tripping 1st
level and our mission was to get higher/make our trip longer) back to the
pharmacists its goes in like a dominoes sorta thing the one looks at the other
and the other at the head and the one whispers to the one by the exit as if we
were going to cop some robitussin illegally very trippy =) I cracked a smile
bought some Robitussin and never stopped smiling and never went back in there
cause I know I got stared at leaving that store and I know they talk cause my
friend got caught the next day at the other pharmacy sortof he pocketed it made
a walk towards the exit then had to depocket it and drop it on the shelf and then
he left and the search him and man was it hilarious he was all like sorry sir
it'll never happen again. Well we haven't been in there for 6 months and I don't
plan on it anytime soon. 10 stores none of my favorite syrup so I'll have to sip
on the smaller bottles of syrup that are harder to cop cause you have to buy 2x.
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| Robocop? - 9:41 p.m. - Tuesday - August 14, 2001 |
| I ain't got
no cash 'til Friday so I'm going on a robocop fuckin rampage ok I guess I
have to explain something I love to get *HIGH* as many as y'all can tell by
this fucked up useless fuckin' website I don't think I've ever said
anything about drugs well let me tell you something I love them and I'll
quit one day ... yea right =) Well I'm going to explain robocopping and
tonight I will do it to the extreme until the early morning. First you have
to disect the word first syllabelle Robo stands for Robitussin especially maximum strength. And
copping is slang for getting or intent to possess or just recently recieved
like I just copped some bud man! That's lame but you get the pic robocop
also means in some communities you have to be 18 to purchase cough suppressant
and the pharmacist that keeps a close eye or constantly cards you is called a
robocop or robo bitch or straight up FAGGETTE or some shit like that. Well
I'm eyeing up 8 oz Maximum Strength Robitussin (708 mg) then the 4 oz (354 MG)
then the 8 oz Regular Strength (474 mg) then the 4 oz regular (237 mg). The
Maximum strength is awesome tasting and 50% more potent. The first time I
tried this I caught a buzz off a about 3 oz of Vicks red stuff I remember it
was red and was fairly nice to sip on then started to taste like shit and every
one was hopping the bottle come to think of it I think it was DayQuil cause it
had about 10 oz and me and 2 other friends shared it at lunch in an alley on
the way back to school and that was the funnest day in school ever I was
bouncing every where but I was calm when I had to be I had an excellent sense
of well being blah blah blah....newayz I took about lets say 200 mg now I take
on average about 2x that atleast. Tommorrow I will report how much I take and
when it kicks in I ll set up and update and fill you in then set up a space for
me to type and try to post a pic while I'm fucked up.
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| Got Cash? - 6:02 a.m. - Monday - August 13, 2001 |
 Man the internet
is fun. Well I'm getting tired now and I'm sorry to say I can't stay up
'til sunrise this is like the first time all summer ;( Well atleast I'm
trying well it's now sometime in the a.m. and I SEE THE LIGHT so I guess
I didn't puss out. Well now I desperately need sleep I'll catch you later
definitely in 87 days when the XBox comes out.
I'm on fire like a match and a cigarette
SHIT just hand me a lit Newport bitch then rub my toes and suck my dick.
Where do I see myself in 5 years I guess on a my private jet flying to my
private island while my wife is playing with my private.
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| Bitch - 10:47 p.m. - Sunday - August 12, 2001 |
 I just got
off work like 15 fucking minutes late which fucking sucks cause I had to
work 5 hours and I only got a 10 minute break if I work 6 hours I get a
10 and 32 minute break so I only woulda had to work 13 more minutes and
I woulda got a 32 minute break FUCK MCDONALDS IF IM SCHEDULED TIL 10 I
SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET THE FUCK OFF AT TEN! 88 days until the XBox comes out. Well I'm going to go do
something right now and I'll figure out what that something is when I get
there. Until next time just keep turning tricks so you can buy a brand
spanking new X-Box on Nov. 8th, 2001. If you're a hacker please hack this site. And then proceed to rob the
Tomah store. And if they ask if you did be like I didn't do it.
EVERYBODY that works there fuckin' says it and it's fuckin annoying.
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| Walla Walla Washington - 5:55 a.m. - Sunday - August 11, 2001 |
 Towlie here
when you go to the beach don't forget your towel, you wanna get high!?!
Why not I got nothing to do for the next 2 months 'cept wait for the X-Box
to come out. The cool thing about the X-Box is they will have broadband
multiplayer and I saw this one controller it's like a life size
skateboard that you can play Tony Hawk Pro Skater 2X which is probably
better than THPS 3 will be on the POS2(PlayStation 2). Also Nintendo has
an amazing console coming out which will play games at 3x the resolution
of a POS2 and 3x the current XBox capabilities but no games are written or
scheduled at that resolution but the cool thing about XBox is that they
will have an upgrade if games are written at that resolution. But another
thing that's is good about the GameCube is it will cost 199.99$
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| Pall Mall Cigarettes - 2:55 a.m. - Saturday - August 11, 2001 |
 I got this
pack of Pall Mall Menthol Cigarettes for 2.65$ Newports are 3.80$ here so
they are considered cheap. The thing that makes them so cool is the are
very slow burning but all they had on display is Lights Menthols which
kinda suck I've had Full Flavor b4 and they are pretty descent but i think
the price is going to go up 50 cents cause I think they are new here and
so I decided to hit up there web site and this is what they say FILTERED PALL MALL - In January 2001, Pall Mall was re-launched nationally as the New Filtered Pall Mall. The New Filtered Pall Mall features six box styles at an affordable price. Two previous styles, Non-Filter and Gold 100's, remain on the market as well. I guess I was right. Since they dont have Full Flavor Menthol I don't think I'll be buying them again 'cept for the Regular Full Flavor. |
| 1 Month - 2:55 a.m. - Saturday - August 11, 2001 |
 One month
until I'm seventeen and I don't even have my driving learners permit which
I coulda got 17 months ago. I got a car the beast the 1989 Plymouth
Acclaim. This car that is a POS but it can get up to 100 mph and then it
starts to overheat also there's an exhaust problem exhaust comes through
the dash we thought we were smart when we went on a road trip that we
opened the back windows and we almost killed ourselves but we got fuckin
bLaZeD cause as you all know its hard to go 70 down I-95 and back country
roads smoking a bowl with the window open. Maybe I'll post a pic soon.
Here's a link to the best shockwave/flash game ever!!! PINGIS! I might update
later this night, I'm an insomniac I guess but I have work at NOON (12 p.m.
CST) so don't count on it. The pic is me in channel Public Chat PAK on
B.net it's for playing all of Blizzard's Games like Diablo Diablo II and
it's expansion and StarCraft and it's Expansion and WarCraft II and
shareware versions of most of them games. Visit the link on the left or
right here to visit my clan's
site it plays StarCraft/Broodwar and Diablo II/Expansion pretty much all
their games but thats their primary games. Just go to the fuckin' site and
find out everything.
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| First Update - 11:30 p.m. - Friday - August 10, 2001 |
| Just got off work. Well here's the first update i pretty much got everything workin if it appears that i do not please email me and tell me. "If you lie I'll rip your tongue off and lick my balls wit' dem shitz." - Blue Streak - Slightly Modified |