February 4, 1999

Leanna (a girl from school - I've changed her name for this journal) confirmed my hunch I had since the first time I saw her, my hunch that she is pagan. No, I'm not like a born again Christian, I don't want a friend of mine to burn at the stake! Sheesh.. Tiara is still worrying me. Oh well..

Hmmmmm..it's the beginning of a new month..Groundhogs Day and Imbolc were both on February 2nd. The groundhog didn't see his shadow - spring is here. We've only had two rainstorms this year, but the abnormal cold killed our orange crop and put a whole bunch of migrant pickers out of work. So now their families are probably scrounging for any money they might possibly have or make.

This Sunday I'm going to San Diego for a Native American thing..I don't know..all I know is I get to see the Choctaw chief (I'm Choctaw) and I have to get my picture taken for my CDIB. Someday I'm going to be old and frail and my CDIB is going to have a picture of me from when I was 15. That's actually pathetic..talk about looking different from your picture! Aiieee!

Swim season starts February 15. We're practicing during PE time now..I think I'm getting stronger. But I might be overdoing it..I don't know. Anyways, I do have to be careful. If I go too hard on my shoulder, I'll hurt it. And if my feet get too tense, they'll get all twisted up and hurt really badly. Owwwwww..

They haven't mailed grades home yet. I'm sooooooo impatient. I WANT TO SEE THEM !!!!!! Comprendez-vous? ;)

I have to run now..hasta!

Post-February Reflections

Darn it..this thing was evil again and deleted what I wrote before..February was not my month. I've been overly busy and sick and haven't been on the net or in school a lot. I've learned lots about my classmates that I didn't want to know..who's doing what with who, who's having or had an abortion, who's pregnant..I mean, I've never considered that any of my business, I just hear others talking about it..*sigh* Oh what a wonderful world.

My report card was as I expected. All A's except for a B+ in English. Yeah whatever. I'm quite bored in school. I'm mad at my history teacher and frustrated with most of my other teachers for various reasons. We have a choir concert next week and I don't want to do it. Pooh.

I had lots of other things to say, but I've forgotten them all..some notes to people now. Carpe diem, Lindsay-chan..and Amy-san: Je ne sais pas que je pense de vous. Quelquefois vous êtes gentille, mais souvent vous n'êtes pas gentille. Je ne crois pas que vous soyez mauvaise parce que vous appréciiez être mauvaise. Peut-être vous avez des problèmes psychologiques. Je ne saurais pas.

Home   Past Entries   About Me   Links Out   E-mail