  Bitter
And maybe I've given up on bitterness. The malcontent that leads me to resent all that anyone does to me; To see through the most innocent of motives to read something dark and sinister behind it; To stare at all the happiness in my life and spit on it in contempt; To calmly watch other people fuck up knowing that you could fix it for them but do nothing; To take all the excitement and enthusiasm someone has and extinguish it with a glance; To throw disgusted looks at people and make them feel they've somehow wronged you; To observe all that you've slaved and fought for being fed to the dogs and not flinch; To predict that nothing that you'll do will work out right even before you've tried. And maybe I haven't just yet.      
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