September 28th,2000
My Dearest Alfred,
I sit here at my computer
thinking of you as I always do and I'm wondering exactly what you are
doing at this moment. Are you thinking of me? Are you smiling while
you think of me? What are you thinking? Are you tired from a long hard
day at work?
I think of you in everything
I do. I do my homework I think of you, I clean I think of you, I sleep
I think of you, I go for a walk I think of you. I think of you every
second of every day! You are all my thoughts!
I know it may seem that
my life revoles around you and that is almost true, I do know that I
come first and that I must take care of me first before I can have us.
But you have brought me where I am today! You have helped me help myself
in so many ways. If it wasn't for meeting you then I probably never
would of came back out to Ontario for this job. I know I dislike my
job but I do like that now I have a life. I now can pay my bills and
buy things. I now have money!
I have the greatest man
in my life, what more could I ask for? I guess the only thing I do ask
for now is that we are living together and remain happy. I have no doubts
in my mind that we will remain happy! Because we are such a great couple!
I do worry sometimes that
this is too good to be true but I have faith and I believe in us more
than anything! I've gone through a lot in my life and a lot of people
always say "If I went through the things you went through in life I
don't think I'd be alive now" but I always knew that God would make
things change and help me out. I knew that I would find my soulmate
and that everything would be alright. I was right! I have found my loving
soulmate,my BEST FRIEND and my lover. I have found the man that every
woman dreams of finding some day! I am so proud to say that I am your
girlfriend! So proud that we are ONE!
You are my everything
honey and I love you far more than I've ever loved another! Thank you
for all you are, thank you for all you've done and thank you for loving
me so strongly! Thank you for having faith in us and believing us!
I love you Today,Tomorrow
and Forever!
Love,Denise
xoxoxoxoxxxoxo