SUJI - ebiograph - Funtime
Thinking of the future makes me uncomfortable. Five to six years ago, I used to think about my future, dream a lot; but I fear now to dream since I have seen my dreams turning into permanent dreams. Things have worked the best whenever I haven't planned for them. Whenever, I have planned, things haven't worked; destiny has played the upper hand and shaped things the other way.
Tomorrow, I might start liking a role that I am not in today. It is hard for me to think of just one option and living with it. The underlying principle that guides me, is that I enjoy the life's moment and not what I am or where I am or or how I am (sounds confusing, but that's the best I can put it across to you.) Another very important thing to me is to do the best in whatever I take and give back to the society after having taken the share I and my significant others want or expect from me.
But this is under the assumption that I would continue liking doing one thing or one kind of a thing for years. There are a lot of other factors to it - again the significant others come into play, what do they expect and where do you make the trade off? You might decide on having a particular future when you are with your self but the moment you come out from that self and look at the world, things change drastically.
So, my future is uncertain and I would prefer it to be that way helps you in keeping options open and more than that keeping in mind and heart open to ideas, careers and opportunities. In my opinion, an uncertain future with some amount of calculated risk is the ideal future I look to.
And after a time in life, things actually do not matter, that's how elders put it to you. Enjoy the present, Don't think about the future and cherish the good part of the past - that's how I would like to put it. I said that I may not win, but will fight to reach the goal and that is enough.