I remember the first time we went out(as friends OF COURSE!) I had planned to take her to a little park so we could play guitar and enjoy the nice weather. I had it all planned out, it was gonna be the best non-date I'd ever had. One slight hitch. I couldn't find the park! I drove around like an idiot for about 10 minutes before I finally gave up and settled for a picnic table out by a parking lot. Yes, I was the king of Romance. In spite of the surroundings and some "other things" that I'll leave out (I do have some shame), we had a great time. Even then I could tell that is was no ordinary girl. We sat and talked and played a little guitar. When she played the Third Eye Blind song "the god of wine" I couldn't help but stare. I was completely hypnotized by her beauty and the sound of her voice. She was (and is) so pretty that every now and then I lose my train of thought when I look at her. She had a personality to match. She didn't know it, but I was hooked. I was so blown away by her honesty. Usually people either don't talk about their feelings, or don't admit how they feel, but whenever I talk to my Angel, I know she's telling me how she really feels. That takes a lot of strain off our relationship!, opps, back to the story... As the night was winding down I noticed how I never felt uncomfortable around her like I usually did around girls. I really believed that I could really be myself. We joked around, but still had some serious moments on the way home. As I pulled out of her driveway, I had a hard time saying that she was "just a friend."
Shrine