I put the razor down.I couldn't do it.I didn't want anybody to know.Especially Taylor.If he found out,I would have to promise myself eternally never to do it again,so I didn't. I went back downstairs and found Taylor playing with his brothers.
"Can I play?" I asked as I sat down next to Tay.
"Ya,take my control.I just died." Zac said as he handed me
the control.
"What you have to..." Taylor told me.
"I know what to do,I use to have this game." I said as I
kept my eyes on the game.
"Haha!!Beet you again.Man you guys really suck at this
game.Fuck..you guys seem like you never played before." I
said as I let out a little laugh.
"Son of a bitch,I lost 15 times.!" Ike said while shutting
of the game.
"That's fucking nothin'!I lost 25 times!"Tay said while he
put the controller down.
"You guys are pieces of shit.I lost 37 times!So I won!" Zac
said as he stood proud.
"You guys suck at this game.I only lost once.That's because
I turned my head around because of Zac." I said as I looked
at him.
********** (one week later) **********
"So,you never told us about your brother.Does he have
kids?" Asked Tay.
"Oh,does he have kids?Well I'll tell you later.First let me go to the bathroom." I
said as I got up and went upsatirs.
I couldn't take it anymore.I took a pocket knife from the
bathroom drawer and slit my left wrist deeply
Blood was pouring, and I just fainted.I forgot to close the
door so nobody noticed,but somebody did.
"I'll be right back Walker....Oh my god!!!Walker call te ambulance.Marie is heavily bleeding!!" Mrs.Hanson said as she got a towel and wrapped it around my wrists.In ten minutes I was in the hospital.That night I woke up to see Ike,Tay and Zac there.
"Hey guys."I said very meekly.
"Marie!You're awake."Taylor said as he rushed to me and
gave me a hug and kiss.
"Hi Tay.Don't worry,I'm fine." I said as I stroked his long
blonde hair.
"Marie,are you okay?Why'd you do this to yourself?!" Asked
Taylor.
"Don't worry,I'm fine.I just did it.I just had an
urge,that's all." I said as I gave him a kiss.
"Marie,you scared me.I couldn't believe you did this to
yourself.Please Marie,promise me you'll NEVER do this
again."He said with a very firm voice.
"Taylor,I don't..."
"NO!Promise me Marie.Please.I love you and I don't
want to
see you hurt yourself." He said as a tear fell down his
cheek.
"I promise Taylor.I won't do this.I'm only doing this for
you.I love you very much." I said as I gave him a kiss.
"Hi Ike,Zac.At least a hug would do." I said with a weak
laugh.
"Nah,your special.How about a kiss." Ike said as he gave me
a kiss.
"Hey,don't do this again Marie.You scared me." Zac said as he
gave me a hug.
"I won't,I promise.Guys,when do I get out?" I asked as I
sat up.
"You get out in two days." Zac said.
"Oh,okay."
********** (One day later) **********
"Okay Marie.You are free to go now.Take care." The doctor
told me.
"Okay,thank you.Bye!" I said as I walked down the hall.
*That's strange.Nobody came to pick me up* I said as I
started walking down the street.
It was a good thing they bought me my jeans,black tank top
and K-Swiss shoes.I didn't want to wear anything with
blood.
"Guys,anyone home?" I asked as I closed the door behind me.
*That's weird.I wonder where they went.Oh well.* I thought
to myself as I went into their room.
"Hello,guys.Taylor,Isaac,Zac.Anybody!!!" I said as I
searched their room.
*Fuck,where'd they go.Oh well.* I said as I went back
downstairs and into my room.
"Might as well take a nap." I said to myself.
With that thought,I fell asleep.
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