A sizzling temper, a bad case of big mouth
a thirsty desire, a lust for a new start
with every passing day

I may not or I may
bring about certain change
in the small lives that I touch...
"I didn't think you hated me this much."

Tumultuous confusion abundant
verbal acrobatics so fucking redundant
It's only lip service,

"You're nothing, you're worthless..."
It's crap.
Do not step into that trap.

Authoritative demi-god disciples
all lacking the necessary morals and vitals.
The decay of this place
can be seen on my face
with the wrinkles and stress,
hand in hand with this mess,
with my anger and disgust
I know that I must
drain what I'm in...
sickly swimming pool of sin.

The phrase 'kiss my ass' has new meaning,
watching the eyes of the greedy now gleaming
waiting to feast on my bones
take my money and home
as they rape the countryside, rape the people...
'here is the church, this middle finger's the steeple.'

I'm watching the digital countdown
with a terrorists zest, a pessimists frown
because I know thats it's pointless,
THERE'S NO FUCKING PROGRESS
I know that it's pointless
but still will not regress
I know that it's pointless,
I know that it's pointless!!
But I cannot make this picture leave my mind,
so on and on I try and cry.

Threaten to be my accomplice.
Threaten to live life so true and so honest
that nobody believes you in one word that you say
because it's simply ridiculous to want to live the way
that I do when I'm crying,
defeated and frying
inside my own skin
because no one else would ever think to let me in
to their own.
These people chill me to the bone.

The immortal quest for a handjob
clouds all the minds of just about all slobs
that live in this city of lust and of lies
when I take time to think of it, part of me dies
and if you know the feeling
and you know that it's seemingly
hopeless, it's tiresome
to fight against the scum
that infests where we live, be it urban or not
but it never bothers them because they never get caught.

A son of a bitch's confession:
I will never never ever learn my lesson
I'm too friggin stubborn to ever stay silent
my words may offend but they're not really violent
at least not like a gun, which has only one purpose
it's been made to kill you, now isn't that worthless?
in a place that's "so perfect it couldn't be better"
so tell me you're right and come tell me the weather.
Make smalltalk and ignore it, it might just go away
And believe life is great for us all every day
as you sip cappucino and wait for your bagel
while I'm so covered in radiation I'm day-glow
While Africa starves, while people get raped
While racism flames, and cancer still waits
While governments lie, while war rages on
While still Agent Orange poisons Vietnam
With spousal abuse, with Bill Gates laughing,
With ozone depletion, with fun greenhouse gases
With the family on the street
who cannot afford to eat
While the whole fucking world goes to hell you don't notice
because you've bought a new house with your big corporate bonus
That consumes all your time
so you don't notice crime
While I'm angry as hell
because no one can tell
me I'm wrong.

But how I wish they could. You don't know how I wish they could.

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