Nothing like the sights I see while looking down the hall.
People groping, sucking face, oh yes I see it all.
Nothing I can do but feel a tender sort of pain.
Nothing I can do about it except in my brain.
Everyone is having fun but me, I can't believe all this crap.
No one seems to realize it hurts worse than a leather strap.
She came,
but everything was lame.
There was nothing
there for me to like.
She whined
nearly all the time
I thought
maybe she turned dyke.
Get the urge to puke while seeing all the crap I see
The only thing that holds back my relationship AINT ME.
She says she's gonna give more, says she's gonna change,
The only thing that is now more abundant is my RAGE.
Laughing
straight to disappointment
This aint
what I thought I'd gain.
My brain
twisting in it's membrane
I can't
fight through all this pain.
I can't fight through all this disappointment
I can't fight it, it's insane
I can't fight through all this disappointment
I can't fight through all this pain.