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I mean, I keep trying and trying to explain myself, but once I say, "I hate females" it seems to be all over. Geez. Take a look at this, I wrote it feeling a mixture of things, one of such being depression.
Today. Today is a day of real depression or of artificial joy. It is my choice, so I opt for the more real of the two, as I more often than not do. I do not know why I take the hard road so often, it is just part of the unbearable likeness of being me. I must sound like a lion, full of pride at my wondrous accomplishment but feel more like a hated but harmless garter snake. Chased away from the light of day by a giant stomping boot and a voice calling ‘shoo', into a hole of nothing but dark. But so is life. An unbalanced balance of the morally absurd and the absurdly moral. I like to think myself as part of the latter, but as myself why I tend to think so. I wish well on those who would wish well, but to quote someone else "even the tax collectors do that". Do I bite my tongue with regards to harmful truths? No. And that does as much damage as good, I'm sure. In the end, it might be respected, but within minutes of any painful truth escaping my mouth, I am coated in a barrage of negative emotion from any number of sources. I have trouble grasping the concept of fair. Well, not really... but I have trouble grasping it as others do. It is fine and good to insult the wide array of males, make all-encompassing statements about them as much as you want... but for a male to retort, this is blasphemy. There is much hiding behind the phrase "equal rights". Equal rights for some, not others. Selective equal rights, perhaps. Females are somehow above blame for their actions. Like hell, I say. I find it strange how when one male is singled out and attacked for his actions, other males can sit back and observe and simply say, "Yes, he is a fine example of a scummy guy," yet, when one female is singled out all of womankind will come to her aid, like by saying a derogatory word against one female it is really an attack against all females everywhere, living, dead or somewhere in between. I believe perhaps I could feel differently if officially the human race were split into two separate species, each with their own distinct and separate qualities and traits. We are not alike. We are most definitely not. Dalmatians and collies are both dogs, but they are not the same breed. It just so happens that the difference in this particular species of animal, human, that the different breeds are male and female. I believe that a black man and a white man have more in common than a white man and a white woman. Or any woman. Or any man. Just like within dogs species, there will be variation of colour, but that does not change the official fact that they are the same breed of the same species. Now I don't care what the names become. The male species can be called Assholus Sapiens for all I care. I just think it would be great if there were official boundaries of separation. Maybe that way I can say ‘I hate females' the way someone can say, ‘I hate cats', and not have people pouring down my throat telling me that I am most heartedly wrong, that I DO NOT hate them and if I actually, really do then I am a narrow minded piece of trailer trash sexist and only that. Maybe then, if the species were technically divided, it would be okay for me to be me.
I think I need to add a little interlude here, just to make things a little more CRYSTAL clear. People have a habit of misreading everyfuckingthing I say or do, it would seem. Now, I used to hate cats. Just hated them. Thought they were useless, and just plain annoying. Then I got a cat of my own. Two, actually, because my cat had kittens and we kept one. I do not not hate MY cat. However, I do hate the younger kitten-cat. So, I can hate cats and make an exception for one that has shown qualities that I find desirable and likable, because I HAVE had enough experience with them, good and bad. Everything the kitten does I hate. Mostly everything the mother does I like. It just happens like that. And I have never met a cat before or since that I have liked. I have had no relationships with any cats other than that ONE cat that have been favourable. So, just because you normally hate something, doesn't mean that ONE GOOD SPECIMEN can't be found to have good qualities, and even a great personality that can be likable to lovable. Of course, it just takes 19 years to find one, eh? Now... just apply all that last paragraph to girls, won't you? Maybe now you'll see what I mean and stop condemning me to hell. I hate girls, girls hate me... that's the way it is.
I don't think I'm damaging to society here. I think there's pedohiles and crack dealers who deserve your criticism a little more.
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