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Often times I've sat at my desk table in art, wondering about the state of things. Wondering how things are going to go during the day... and then I wonder if it would make it any better if I simply took my pen and plunged it point first into my left eye. And hard too. Really hard directly into my retina, and far enough to touch the dark, mysterious matter of my brains. And if I pulled it out... IF I pulled it out and didn't simply leave it there to fester and drip, drip and fester... would my eye come out with it? Would it appear as some comical lollipop with a surprise in the middle? "How many licks to get to the center of my EYE?" Of course, there would be various nerves and blood vessels still clinging to my detached eyeball. Mmmn. Just little extra bits you would have to chew. I just imagine the feeling of suction as I wriggle the contained ball of white jelly around in it's dark socket. It reaches a peak when the eye is half removed, squeezing through a hole it was never meant to exit. I would have to wait for all the initial fluid to drain from the puncture before even trying to yank that thing out of it's socket, or else the pen would definitely slip out of it's bloody hole it made and I would have to guide it back in... this time without the joy of seeing it coming. So yes... sometimes I just want to jam my pen into my eye. Couldn't make me feel too much worse, eh?
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