Be productive or get off the earth at the next stop.

I always thought at heart, I was the same as everyone else, or rather, everyone else was the same as me. I know thats wrong though. It simply cannot be true. I thought deep inside EVERYONE was something that made them care about a lot of things, that kept them from hurting the people around them. Something deep, loving and concerned. But there isn't. I've met a few people who really do feel for others, but it is more than a minority. It is to a minority as what a speck of sand is to the sun. Most people who infest this planet do just that, infest it. They are like vermin, screeching, squealing and most importantly, hording everyting for themselves. They cannot and will not share. Not material things, not even feelings. I always was optomistic that it was just hard to peel away the layers of me me me from most people, but now I've figured out that its not a layer. Like when you suck on a jawbreaker, and try to chew every so often to reach the gum inside... except people seem to hard be all the way through and I chip my teeth on everything they are and stand for. This does more than bother me. It saddens, depresses, enrages... it makes me hate life. Yes, it actually makes me hate life here on this planet. It makes me one of them. No one cares, and that seems to be okay. My ex-girlfriend almost got raped. The guy who tried... I can't imagine having no conscience about something like that. I cannot imagine. To do something that disrespectful, that evil is something I will never understand in the complete span of my years on this rotting planet. I cannot bring to words what this is. This is destroying all of us and I am the only one who sees it! How incredibly ridiculous!! It has given me a migraine headache, this collection of thoughts, so I have to end now. But this is something that instills in me so much awe... so much inconsideration, no.. More than being simply inconsiderate... to be mean, greedy, evil. I don't know how you fucking people sleep at night. Rot in hell, all of you, or take 5 fucking seconds to hug someone you pretend to care about. Either way the world will be a little more tolerable for actual human people like me. Thank you, and fuck you.

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