Hello again. Lately I've been putting up a fair bit of new stuff. Well, often I go through a period of time where Ifind too much is going on, so I can't write about one thing very effectively. During these times I usually don't write at all as a result. I wait for enough time to pass, and I manage to type out something that's at least half ass, and that gets my train-a-rollin'. So, with a number of thoughts on my mind, here's one of them. It's a little dated, but oh well. Better late than never.
Two of the subjects tie together, as subjects sometimes will. As the title line of this particular scribbling somewhat suggests, the prime reason I'm here before you today with this writing is one Stupid Bitch. Stupid Bitches are what makes the world go ‘round, I suppose. At least they would have you see it that way. There has been one particular mis-anthrope I know that at one point in her life just decided she'd simply begin to dislike (or possibly hate) me. Now now, don't go suffering from shock now, it's really not that harsh a thing to do to me. It's actually happened once or thirty times before. So anyhow, being the curious type, being inquisitive about other people and why they do the things they do (perhaps so one day I'll comprehend what it is to be normal) I have inquired numerous times about what she might have against me. It's odd, her responses. My behaviour since she has known me has always been the same, and indeed, has been much the same since I first fell upon this state of mind which I enjoy so much, this state of sharp-tongued, but controlled lunacy I reside in. It seems my behaviour was always fine with her in earlier times, which I think is only true because she was not on the receiving end of any of my wrath. But once I began to point out a thing or two about her own irrational decisions, things changed. When I posed the question about the worthiness of her boyfriend, all hell broke loose, I suppose. Or at least, this is what I believe to have happened. I see no other turn of events which could have spun her into such a tailspin. My actual remarks? Well, her boyfriend was a known cheater, and I simply made some inquiries into his character. She defended him with blind affection, right then and there beginning the process of turning into her psychotic friend, who also knew nothing about anything and just basically jerked people around using evil girl powers. And then, when I began comparing the boyfriend to a goat-like creature, well, it was only uphill from there(for her (uphill being fun for me)), Chachi. I have reasons to dislike her, however. This Stupid Bitch was a contributing factor to the downfall of the personal home I had at work. A heavily contributing factor. Okay, it would not have happened at all, if not for her. Now, if you've been a reader for a long time here, you know that the end of my working days at the bar has had a toll on me. It was my favourite place to be for quite some time. Yet, somehow I did not hold what she did against her. Possibly I did it upon request of another friend of mine who was interested in her, I don't even really remember why now. I was bewildered as to why she would do that, and so bewilderment was my dominant feeling towards her.
This is all past, however, and I want to speak of the present. Despite my warning, a very good friend of mine attempted to have a long distance relationship with her, which failed rather miserably (sorry dude). In recent times, she has been found to criticize me using the device of mockery. Now, as the name I have given her implies, she is somewhat dimwitted. I'm sure she has great levels of booksmarts, and that's super. But in this place we call the real world, she kind of lags behind the pack. Like that one dog you can't get to stop slurping out of the toilet, she keeps going about her ways not knowing the horrors that thrive in the pond she drinks from.
And she has seen fit to mock me.
This is, in fact, hilarious. Some time ago she took up the idea of building her own webpage to showcase her (snicker) 'thoughts'. It is a sad and sorry plain thing, which would not even exist as it does were it not for the geocities pagebuilding program. Ahh geocities, you wonderful bastard! You've provided the oppurtunity for those who are so *dedicated* to writing they can't/won't even learn HTML to publish their works. Geocities, you've let those with nothing to say say it loud, proud, and over and over again. Anyhow, on this little snot's page there is one particular writing which is most likely directed at me and my style of writing.
You may have noticed I use nicknames a lot. There's a couple reasons why I do this. First of all, a nickname is much more telling than a regular name. For example, using the name ‘shorthairedredhead' is much more descriptive than ‘Megan', aint it? It's also a time saver, that I don't have to describe how the person looks. All the nicknames I use are descriptive of a persons character... or if they don't have any character, at least of their appearance. Also, nicknames are a lot easier to remember than regular names. When someone drops a regular name in an article, you may not pick it up the first 3 or 4 times you hear/read it. You hear a name like ‘the Pedophile'once and it kind of sticks with you.
Well, the Stupid Bitch doesn't think all that rationally or reasonably. She sees something she doesn't understand and trivializes it, not knowing why, except perhaps that she's afraid of what she doesn't understand. So basically, the entire point I'm getting at is that I wish people would just think about why they do things every now and then.

Wait a minute, is that it? I think also what I'm saying is that this chick is a retard and has spawned a new section for my page. Lately I've really been finding a surplus of simply terrible web pages. Pages like the Stupid Bitch's page, who's webmasters don't realize that they should leave things like that to the people with the talent to do them. Now, no one always agrees with what I say, that's a given. However, I can write. I can put words and sentences together in an interesting way that does make for a decent read. I can form logical arguments based on opinion or fact, and lay them out properly so as not to promote written anarchy, with thoughts crawling all over the place uncontained and in disarray. There are so many people who cannot do this, however, and for my benefit and yours, I'm beginning to start a different section on my links page, where you can find the worst of the worst, the very bottom of the putrefied barrel. On these pages I've left messages where possible that basically ask the question, ‘Really, just tell me... what the hell are you doing?!' My sincere hope is that you too will find such pages worthy of your criticism much more than mine is. And perhaps, just perhaps, you may peruse them over and return here... and realize what kind of a quality alternative I really am giving you. After these pages you just might appreciate me. I've said before, there are people who deserve harsh public criticism much more than I do... giving such examples as rapists, murderers, child molesters... but also do not disclude ‘terrible, way-worse-than-me writers' from that group.

So yeah, one more message for the Stupid Bitch... wow, just get down off the cross, won't you?

I built it, I get to be nailed to it.

So here's that link to them other links, eh?
Umm...'link'.

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