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I've come to a conclusion... people suck. Yeah, I know... "not very original, Doc", but hold on here for a minute. The thing is, I suck too. I know, I know... you're screaming your head off going "No no no!!!", but its true. I'm a shmuck and don't even know it. I never realized I'm an internet asshole, I really haven't. I act the way I do on the net in life, and that makes me a total ass here in the wonderless boundaries of cyberspace. I don't know almost any of societies nicety rules. The only one that I know I know for sure is when people come into your house you are supposed to offer them a drink. Thats it. Beyond that I'm lost. I don't think that makes me ignorant, but it probably does. I play yahoo euchre a lot. When my partner gets a trick I don't type "good job P" or anything like that. He knows he did something right. I never know what to type when I get that response from my partner either. I always end up going "tanx". Thats it, "tanx". This isn't the reason I sat down to write this though. I met someone (met? well, communicated with) someone through Icq yesterday. We got to messaging, then entered a chat and I thought it turned out very well (well, so I think, what the hell do I know about besides bitching?). The point is, when we were "talking" through messages, I really thought she was getting pissed with me. I had no frigging clue why. I mean, NONE. Thank God she took a minute to explain it to me. I'm rude. I think thats what it was, I can't recall for sure. I think she might think I'm psycho now or something, so I haven't been able to ask. But the same day, I was told I had an intimidating internet presence. She said it was because I am very honest, and very sarcastic too. I think I know where I'm going with this now. The internet has adopted the rules the real world has, and I hate it. They don't work or have any purpose in real life... but we still use them. AND we use them in a new society. We were given the chance to create a new society, and THIS(?) is what we make? Wow. No, thats not quite it really, sorry... I guess this goes on a little longer. I have been having problems recently. I guess they're attitude problems, I can't quite put it in words... and THAT says something. Its a combination of my attitude, and it being sort of unreadable to people over the net. Normally, that wouldn't be a problem, but it has become one. It has become one because 1. I have let it become one and 2. sometimes I DON'T want to be difficult, and I can't seem to do it. I really do think that I'm being civil, but I guess I aint. Hey, if you've read some other stuff on this site and you got an opinion of me, please mail me and give me a clue!
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