I won look upon you now,
although I probably could somehow.
Past the rage and disgust,
for if I truly must,
I'll do it and keep control.
How could you do this to me?
It was an impossibility.
To do something so great
to make me want to hate
the person the you now are.
And I gave my life,
and you just threw it away.
And I spoke with such a hope
and I figured I would stay.
But I need some help,
and I needed it before.
So you faked it all,
as I just asked you for more
So, I am left all alone
with no love to call my own.
No one at my back,
to make sure I don't crack
and let the world fall away.
And I try so hard
and I give it all away.
And I force all of it down,
and there's so much left to say.
And I push so hard,
and I break my back.
And I watch this world
and I see what we all lack.
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