All I want to know is why it feels so good to feel bad inside.
If depression is the only friend I have,
Then it seems it is the only way I have.
I don't know why I hurt me so,
My mind so confused but it is torn up.
So I'm shakin' and a sweatin',
All the time I'm betting this drink will be the end of me.

Drinking till the end of time.
Only time I think of
Drinking till my liver bleeds.

My dog is dead, my kids they lie
My sister is just a little bit crazy inside
The only time I'm satisfied is when I'm hurting deep down inside.
I hate myself, I hate my life
If she was here, I'd shoot my wife.
Bad things happen it doesn't
really matter. I'll drink until my liver bleeds.

All I want to know is why it feels so good to feel bad inside.
If depression is the only friend I have,
Then it seems it is the only way I have.
I don't know why I hurt me so,
My mind so confused but it is torn up.
So I'm shakin' and a sweatin',
All the time I'm betting this drink will be the end of me.

All I want to know is why it feels so good to feel bad inside.
If depression is the only friend I have,
Then it seems it is the only way I have.
I don't know why I hurt me so,
My mind so confused but it is torn up.
So I'm shakin' and a sweatin',
All the time I'm betting this drink will be the end of me.