Its Been a While
Artist: Staind
Album: Single

It's Been Awhile
It's been awhile since I could hold my head up high and
It's been awhile since I first saw you and
It's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again and
It's been awhile since I could call you.
And everything I can remember
Is fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I stretched myself beyond my needs.

It's been awhile since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
It's been awhile since I could see I love myself as well and
It's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do and
It's been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you.

And everything I can remember
Is fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again.

Why must I be this way?
Just make this go away.
Just one more peaceful day.

It's been awhile since I could look at myself straight and
It's been awhile since I said I'm sorry and
It's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face and
It's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste.

And everything I can remember
Is fucked up as it all may seem to me, I now It's me
I can't blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me.

It's been awhile since I could hold my head up high and
It's been awhile since I said I'm sorry.