first question
I sit on my ass and then I think about the things I thought and then I think about the things I wrote on this paper
and I see my stone. Inside a rage I think I'm drowning I think that I'm insane. I don't know. In my mind I sit and
watch the days go by. And then I hope to god that I can find a reason why I try and make this the best of the situation.
Lie and take this but it all turns to shit in the end and I sit and watch the wold die. And then I hope that I can
direct my thoughts and I will lie, and I will be, and I will see, and I will see it with my eyes. You ask me why?
Why I want to make you feel this way? Well, I see direction in the pain I have inflicted. I see the snow come down and
I wish that I was somewhere else. Then I come to the realization that there is no where else (chorus). As the tears
roll down my face I see the question and I think that I might cry. God is watching us but is he helping us?
If I could see a light. If I could see a sign. (chorus).

all I needed
Take a look into my eyes. Tell me what you see if you see a man living miserably.
I can take this life for all it's worth, I can take it all away. Take it all away.
I wanted all that I needed. Then I thought that I needed more. Now I'm sitting here startled,
bleeding as I take my last breath once more. Someday, someway you'll repay for all the things you said to me.
I see you with that smartass grin looking down on me, looking down on me. Why do you think you're so powerful to me?
Who are you? Tell me who are you? (chorus) I work every day and what do I get from you? I get nothing.
I get nothing. Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are?
chorus) I have just about had enough of this stupid shit over and over. Stupid shit. This is not the way it goes.
Stupid shit. This is not the way it goes (chorus).

choices
Lost. Don't know what to do. Distraction has grabbed hold of you. You think that you won't break.
But, it is the road you take. Some lead to happiness with all you envision. Others lead to suicide and head on collisions.
It's your choice. Your life. Your choice. You think that you won't break. But, it is the road you take. (chorus)
I complain that like burns me. But, I know I burn myself. Into my brain. Into my soul. A life with no lies no death no goals.
Into my brain. Into my soul. A life with no lies no death no goals. A life with no lies no death no goals. (chorus).

broken
Just take my mind it seems I'm broken. This is because the voice has spoken. We work for nothing but grief, fake dreams.
What do you want from me? You don't control me. You aren't me. Follow the dream. Disgrace is lurking.
You put me down and you've found it's working. You check the outside and judge what you see. But what you do is look right through me.
(chorus) You make me laugh because you don't know me. And I can change. I like what I see. (chorus).

in your head
Don't let it eat you up inside, the pain it dies but you revive the thoughts of emptiness instead.
The only lie sleeps in your bed, in your bed, in your head. You're already late. You're already dead.
The things that you hate have been conceived in you head, in your head. You let the days pass by the pain.
Direct your thoughts. Destroy the blame. What you have you know will not die. Live your life inside your lie.
chorus) Stop. Stop. Unclean thoughts inside my head. I wake up bleeding. I wake up dead.
Unclean thoughts inside my head you wake up you're bleeding. You wake up dead. Don't hurt the man who came undone.
Kill the man who made the gun. Make him wish he never made one. Show him fate, make him eat one (Chorus).

boom step
Sit down my friend. You're falling down on yourself. You've lost your edge but we can make it okay.
I've got places where those like you can survive. A place like you, soaked with the premium vibe.
Boom Step. Boom Step. Think about your pain your sorrow. Boom Step. Boom Step. Think about your pain.
Why do you cry so? Wipe the teardrops from your eyes. You're going nowhere, but you've got somewhere in mind.
There are no women to sport the sexual moo. A winner's paradise for losers like you (chorus)
Lost. Displace the disgrace. Can't find the embrace of the commonplace. Retrace, erase, and replace the rat race.
Take 'em all out and displace the disgrace. We don't make the laws we subtract them, and they don't make the man they distract him.
With the censorship lies of the daily news, IT'S THE SINGLE WHITE MALE THAT'S GETTING SCREWED. (chorus).

class act lounge act
It's time to let the healing begin. The message that we send. It's time to blow it all away.
Eight guys in the back of tailgate sitting back and having fun. The drinks are here the party's just begun.
You don't know me so just walk away. You can't burn me. You're not tough enough to play.
If this is the end my friend then I will show you how I know. If this is the end my friends then I will let you down, let me go.
We take it all in stride. Can't just let it die. The four of us up against the world. And though we've had some bad times this dream it will prevail,
unrealistic as it seems. (chorus) In a year we could be dead now. That's why I live today. The music that I play.
The prices that I pay. Someday you might realize that these words I speak are true. The sadness that you don't have a clue.(Chorus)

drowning
Broken mirror, broken pride. I wish I could release these thoughts, these things I feel inside.
What I see isn't me. I see a monster that I do not want to be. You know I might be drowning I might be blown away.
But I just don't think about, try not to think about them. Take my name, take my heart. Take everyone you loved and tear them all apart.
Same old place. Same old day. Even though you're far from me you control me anyway. (chorus) Day to day. Dust to dust.
These thoughts won't fade away. They only seem to rust. Just fade away. All is well. I'll go with what I got and you can go to hell. (chorus)

make up your mind
I don't know what I can ever do to make you feel this way. When I'm just about to walk out that front door you tell me that I should stay.
If you don't make up your mind things are never gonna change. I keep wasting my time, you watch me sinking.
Now it's come that I can never see your face without seeing you lies. I once pictured you as the angel I once knew.
Now I see the fire in your eyes. (chorus) You watch me crash and burn. You watch me sink and die.
When I'm just about to walk out that front door you tell me that I should stay here with you.
But, you know I'd rather kill myself than be here by your side (chorus) You watch me sink, laugh, slide, into the floor.
I can't take you anymore.

enclosed garden
Where a culture can begin, which starts now which is today. And I swear it's not a trend but it wastes the time away.
Are you the type of friend I can lose every day? No need to wonder why it goes away. In this garden I see sun and I see rain.
Just people locked inside the pain. And I wonder where she's gone and I don't know. Maybe she's lost along the way.
Words that spill on the floor. May they say that I am dumb. Never once said I cared just where she's from.
Set a fire and torch it down. What I call a house of prayer. Seem to be losing all. What do I care? (chorus)
Where this cultrue can begin, which starts now which is today. And I swear it's not a trend but it wastes my time away.
You are the type of friend I lose every day. No need to wonder why it goes away. (chorus).

final question
Like my heart the wind grows colder. No more skies of blue. Like the day I lost the world.
The day that I lost you. Skies of grey that fill my mind. I think that I'm in a dream.
I live it everyday since you went away. Where did you go? Riding the wind, riding the breeze into the sun I'm like a weight.
I think I feel myself slowly sinking down. Where did you go? They tell me that you didn't suffer much.
I suffer every day. I suffer for my life and friend that passed way. I guess I should just get dressed and take a walk outside.
Lie beneath a tree and count the days till I die. (chorus) (repeat first verse and chorus).

lyrics by anderson except "enclosed garden" by gomez and anderson
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