I go back to the gyno on Friday to have a biopsy of my cervix.
Not looking forward to it and working on the catalog at work
has been my saving grace to keep my mind off it.
The catalog has to be out the door Friday to arrive at the
publisher by Monday. I called up there and asked if it would
be a major deal if it went out a day later, he said no. So I
do have that working in my favor if I don't feel like going back
to work Friday after the appointment.
~*~
Been spending the last 3 weekends with Rex up at his lake
house just south of Enid. It's so peaceful out there. He's a
cool guy. A lot of fun, we have the same sense of humor, we click
on a lot of different levels.
At first his age bothered me. He'll be 40 on Nov 9th. But
I'm getting past that. He has a level of maturity that I haven't
really found in other guys my age.
He's coming into the city for Samhain which will be cool.
He has an open mind and is willing to experience and learn. I
told him up front that I won't try to convert him and will support
whatever spiritual path he decides to take.
His ex called him last night to preach to him about finding
Jesus and then he'd be so much happier. He said he's happy now,
thanks to what ever meds he's on for depression, which he's slowly
weaning himself off of and the fact he's out of the marriage
and is living a life he couldn't have before.
I'm nothing like his ex-wife. A complete 180degree difference.
I can't help but wonder if he's not interested becasue I'm so
much different and sense a novelty, or if it's because I'm what
he's wanted all along.
But right now, I'm not analizing it. I'm just having fun with
him and very much enjoying his company.
last time ~ next time
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