| April 5th, 2002 – Final Entry After a few more moments, I let Nick slide off of my lap, the two of us still wrapped in each other’s arms on the leather couch. We stayed that way for a while, still exhausted from our previous exertions. I lay my head on his shoulder and watched Alex drift in and out of sleep in Brian’s arms. I couldn’t seem to take my eyes off of Nick’s angel though. He was gorgeous. His look of innocence combined with his powerful and seductive nature was almost unbearable. As he stared back at me, I found myself lost in his blue eyes. I shivered as he looked me up and down, his eyes seeming to caress my skin. When I managed to tear my eyes from Brian’s, I saw that Nick and Alex were as fascinated by each other as Brian and I were. I squeezed Nick’s hand in my own and kissed his shoulder. He looked up into my eyes and nodded, leaning in to place a small kiss on my lips before standing up. I watched him briefly as he went to Alex’s side of the bed before turning my attention back to Brian. Our eyes locked again as I walked slowly towards him. Still in Alex’s arms, he pulled away as Nick began his conquest of my lover ad beckoned for me to join him. His blue eyes hypnotized me; my hands itched to touch him, to see if his skin felt as soft as it looked. I knelt on the side of the bed, staring down at him and barely noticing Alex and Nick. He was my sole focus and I couldn’t look away. But I wasn’t quite sure what I wanted from him. I knew I wanted to taste him, feel him, be with him, but I didn’t understand it completely. It was different from the want and lust I had felt for Nick, but it was desire nonetheless. I shivered and stifled a small moan when his hands reached up and ran across my stomach, letting them rest on my hips. He noted with a small smirk how I had reacted to his light touch. Those fingers were soft and smooth, just as I had imagined. "Kevin," he said softly, his voice like velvet. "You’re so beautiful," he went on in that seductive tone, rendering me helpless. He ran his hands up my sides and pulled me down on top of him. I moaned at the touch of his naked body on mine and took his face in my hands. "Brian, I…" "Shh," he whispered, placing a finger on my lips. "I know," was all he said, his eyes boring into mine. His fingers slid into my hair and he pulled me down to meet his lips. I sighed softly as our mouths met, slipping my arms beneath his back so that we could be closer. We kissed softly, his sweet lips moving gently over mine as his fingers weaved their way through my hair. Our touches were sweet, slow…almost familiar. Moments later, he pulled back abruptly and looked into my eyes, a strange look crossing his face. I knew what he was thinking because I was thinking it too. It was as if we had known each other before…I don’t know when or how, but there was something there that neither of us could really grasp. Finally Brian smiled at me, his expression saying that it really didn’t matter and there was nothing we could do about it anyway, and then he kissed me again. The kiss was hotter this time, more passionate, reminding us of the intense desire for each other that had taken us both by surprise. I pressed my fingers into his back as he took my lower lip between his own, sucking it into his mouth and running his tongue across it. Eagerly, I opened my mouth for him, gripping onto him tighter when he slid his tongue into my mouth. Something broke when our tongues met and neither of us could hold back any longer. We kissed each other deeply, passionately, tongues tangling and tasting. I couldn’t get enough of him; he tasted unbelievably sweet. After a few more moments, we broke apart breathing heavily and staring at one another. Unable to resist, I leaned down and pressed my lips to his cheeks, his chin, his forehead, worshipping him with my chaste kisses. He cupped my face in his hands and smiled again, those beautiful eyes sparkling. I couldn’t believe how enamored of him I was. This had been the last thing I had expected for the evening. Nick had been my fantasy, but Brian stirred something else in me. I felt almost protective of him, but at the same time anxious to do anything he wanted. I went back to kissing him, trailing my lips down his neck to his shoulder. I began licking the skin of his neck, tracing the veins with my tongue. His fingers tugged gently on my hair and then pressed against the back of my neck, encouraging what I wanted. I kept one arm underneath him on his lower back and let the other drift up to his shoulders, pulling him closer to me. When I sank my fangs into his soft neck, I heard him gasp and felt his body go lax in my arms. His head fell to the side and his hands ran up and down my back. I could feel his heartbeat in his hot blood, connecting us and causing that strange sense of familiarity to grow stronger. I moaned softly as I felt him lift his hips against my own, our hard cocks rubbing against one another and sending shivers of pleasure down my spine. When I finally pulled back, many moments later, I noticed Alex and Nick had left the bed, leaving me alone with Brian. Eagerly, he pulled me down for a kiss, slipping his tongue between my lips and tasting his own blood. He wrapped his arms around me and rolled us over on the smooth sheets so that he was on top of me, lying between my legs. His eyes once again gazed into mine as he started rocking his hips against my own. I moaned softly at the sensation and reached up to pull his sweet mouth down to mine. His lips crashed against my own, his tongue in my mouth again. I ran my hands through his soft hair and down over his back. Grasping his hips in my hands I pulled him down harder against me, pushing myself up into him at the same time. He let out a deep moan, breaking out kiss and squeezing his eyes shut. I knew exactly what he was feeling. It felt so good like this…we were both so hard and each time we moved together pleasure spread throughout my body. |