| Part 1 |
| "Ok baby, talk to you later. Yeah Howie said he might stop over later, said he had some cover designs for the new album he wanted me to see. Nick’s at Aaron’s concert tonight in Pittsburgh so he said he was bored anyway…What’s that? Oh yeah, they do make a cute…couple…Ok bye!” Brian hung up the phone with Leighanne, still finding it hard to talk about Howie being with Nick. She never knew about his relationship with Nick, just always accepted that they were the best of friends. Brian sighed as he stepped into the hot tub, taking one last lick of whipped cream before setting his caramel machiatto that he was drinking down next to him. He leaned his head back and closed his eyes as his mind wandered back to the love that he used to share with Nick. “So you’re really ok with me doing this?” Howie asked Nick on his cell phone as he pulled into Brian’s driveway. “Baby, absolutely, actually I want to make sure you’re ok with it.” I think you should be comfortable with Brian before we even suggest the threesome with him. We’ll at least find out if he’s willing to try anything again…” Nick said over the phone. “Ok baby, just know that I will be thinking about you.” Howie reassured Nick. “Howie, I know, and believe me, I wish I could be there…I love you baby.” “ Love you too Nicky.” Howie replied before hanging up his cell phone. His heart raced as he entered Brian’s home, the door left open for him to enter. Howie knew Nick would always love Brian, hopefully this was a way of meeting him half way. It’s not that he didn’t find Brian attractive or not willing to do this, it’s actually quite the opposite. The stories that Nick had told him increased his interest and he was amazed at what the seemingly good little religious boy could do. Howie thought Brian was just about the perfect man; his voice, his eyes, his body. At the end of the tour when they sang How Did I Fall In Love With You things were a little more tense. As he walked through the house, he saw a note placed on the kitchen table. “Howie, in the hot tub” Howie chuckled as the note sounded like a command. As he entered the poolroom he saw Brian relaxing in the hot tub, his head resting back on the headrest, beads of sweat on his face, his blond curls soaking wet. Brian’s face and wet chest glistened in the red light of the hot tub, the steam rising from the water. Howie marveled at the sight, remembering how perfect Brian was. He stared too long, Brian catching him off guard. “Well are you just going to stand there all day or join me?” Brian said, his eyes still shut sensing Howie’s presence in the room. Brian smiled as he opened his eyes, watching Howie remove his clothes and enter the hot tub wearing only his boxers. It crossed his mind how sexual a man Howie as. His dark hair and eyes perfectly accented his soft, tan skin. Brian’s eyes traveled down Howie’s body over his muscular stomach to the growing bulge that was becoming obvious through his shorts. Nick told Brian about Howie sometimes. Brian had been with Leighanne for about a year and Brian had really thought he was moving on fine without Nick, knowing that he still had feelings for him. It had become harder, especially a week ago when Nick had cornered him and placed his soft lips against his. Brian’s mind was full of doubt and Howie’s hot, near naked body in the hot tub wasn’t helping. “So…hm hm” Brian said, clearing his throat. “Did you bring over the proofs?” “Uh…Yeah…” Howie said, his mind distracted by what he had planned to do. He was nervous yet anxious to feel his lips against Brian’s, their hot bodies against one another. Nervous, Brian lifted his arms to place them on the side of the hot tub and in the process almost spilt his chilled coffee. Howie reached for the drink, crossing the hot tub and the whipped cream that was topping his drink spilled onto Brian and Howie’s hands. “Oh man, I’m sorry.” Brian said, standing up. Suddenly the two men both stopped as their hands touched one another…their eyes locked. The tension was unbearable. Brian raised his hand to his own mouth to lick off the whipped cream, but Howie stopped him, grabbing Brian’s finger and placing it in his mouth. He brushed it softly against his lips, unsure of what Brian’s reaction might be. Brian’s body tingled, not believing what was happening. Howie pushed Brian’s finger further into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it, lapping up the sweet substance. Brian licked his bottom lip, Howie’s tongue driving him wild. All thoughts of Leighanne or Nick almost left his mind. He attempted to protest, “Howie…” but it sounded more as a request than disapproval. Howie placed his whipped cream covered hand on Brian’s lips, silencing him. Brian readily took a few of Howie’s fingers into his mouth, his tongue swirling over his skin. Their eyes remained locked as their tongues cleaned the other’s hand. Howie moved closer to Brian as he removed his fingers, sliding his hands down Brian’s built arms. Brian’s hand slid down Howie’s chest, running over his well-earned muscles. “Brian…I just want to feel you…” Howie said, pressing his hips against Brian’s, their eager cocks making contact. Brian jumped at the touch as Howie slid his hands up to Brian’s face. “ I want to know what it’s like to taste you…” Howie said only inches away from Brian’s mouth. He leaned in slowly and pressed his lips lightly against Brian’s. Howie didn’t want to force anything on Brian, but it was all he could do short of ripping off his shorts and fucking him senseless. Brian’s hands rested on Howie’s chest, his head falling back, unsure of what was occurring. Suddenly Nick popped into his head… He didn’t want to hurt Nick… “Mmm, Howie…wait” Brian moaned, pulling back. “ Dammit, I knew I shouldn’t have.” Howie said, completely embarrassed as he climbed out of the hot tub, grabbing a towel as he sat down on the nearby couch. Brian quickly followed, and sat next to Howie. “ I’m so sorry, I told Nick I wasn’t sure…” Howie mumbled, facing the ground. “Nick? He knows?” Brian asked, surprised. “Yeah, I just wanted to know wat it was like with you, he actually agreed to it just for me to find out…”Howie said, still staring at the ground intently. “Well that’s why I stopped, cause I didn’t want to hurt Nick.” Howie raised his eyes to meet Brian’s. They were still full of love and passion. |
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