Angel laughed at her expression. "It's okay," he said before
she could
apologize. "How many do you want?"
"I'll get it." She began looking for her money. Angel stopped her.
"My treat. All of it."
"But you don't even eat," she protested.
"I'm the guy," he grinned. "I pay."
"Chauvinist."
"Chivalry."
"Chivalry is dead."
His grin broadened as he leaned close and whispered, "So am I."
She laughed. She didn't mean to. It wasn't funny. It was deranged.
She tried to stop, but the roguish, unrepentant expression on
Angel's
face made it difficult. He really did have a twisted sense of
humor.
"That is very warped," she told him when she could breathe again.
"That
really shouldn't be funny."
"Probably not," he agreed with a smile. "I bet you're going to
want a
drink, too, aren't you?"
****
Willow thoroughly enjoyed the game. Even with her dad's company
tickets
she'd never been so close to the ice. These seats are eighty
dollars
apiece, she realized with a twinge of guilt. This whole expedition
was
costing Angel nearly two hundred dollars. And she still wasn't
sure why
he was doing it. But she was having fun. She was beginning to
get the
hang of his skewed humor and enjoying his quick wit. Too bad
there
aren't any human guys like him around, she thought wistfully.
When the game was over they joined the crowds heading for the
parking
lots. Angel draped an arm protectively around Willow's shoulders
to
avoid losing her in the shuffle. Although the crowd eventually
thinned
he kept his arm around her. They walked in comfortable, weary
silence
toward their distant parking space. I could get use to this,
Willow
thought. He's like the big brother I never had. He stiffened
abruptly
and she realized that she had said it aloud. He seized her arm
and spun
her to face him.
"Don't ever say that," he snapped at her. "I was a terrible big
brother."
"I… I'm sorry," she said, stunned at his reaction. As quickly
as it had
flared, his anger was gone. He stared at her in bemusement.
"Maybe that's it," he whispered to himself. He twisted a strand
of her
hair around one of his fingers. "My youngest sister had red
hair."
Willow stared at him. She was afraid of what he would say next.
She
knew what had happened to his family.
"She was nine years old when I killed her." The horror in his
eyes was
awful. He tangled more of his fingers in her hair as he spoke.
"She's
the one who invited me in. She was so happy to see me."
Willow's heart ached for him. His hand tightened in her hair.
"She trusted me," he choked. "And I killed her."
"No!" Willow said. "No, you didn't. It wasn't you. It was the demon."
"It doesn't matter." His eyes were full of anguish. "I remember
doing
it."
She stood silently. She knew there was nothing she could say
to ease his
pain and guilt. His eyes glittered but she knew he wouldn't
cry. So,
she did the only thing she could think of. She wrapped her arms
around
his waist and cried for him. After a moment he hesitantly put
his arms
around her and gently stroked her hair. When her sobs subsided
he led
her wordlessly to the car.