~Alone again
Guess you couldn't resist the temptation to give in
I'm crying out to you
But you walked right out that door, maybe you're wanting something more
I don't know how much longer I can last, in your unaware wrath
I'm taking two steps forward, and five steps back
I'm falling
I've forgotten who I am, could you remind me?
I fear the words you'd say, that I would have to hear, maybe some other day
Alone again
Never hurts to suffer, just hurts worse when you're sober
I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations
How could I, when I can't even live up to my own?
Can't you look me in the eyes, and tell me you love me?
I'd rather be left alone
Alone again~
*Blistering*
~The pain splinters my thoughts, swelling up my flesh
You could've pretended you gave a damn just like the rest
And now, I'm blistering, blistering away
It's happened over and over again
I guess we all do what we must, but everyone knows that a blister fades into a callus
You know I loved you with all of my heart
You put the light in my eyes
Now all has grown dark, and I'm falling apart
Evil hugs me tight, the tears boil out and sting
So here I am for all to see
Pathetically dropping down on my knees
I beg you, please put me out of my misery
It's not worth to face another day
It was all for you and now that I've left and thrown it all away
I have nothing more to give, a waste of time to live
It's all over, put a gun to my head
Pull the trigger
Do me a favor and blow me back into yesterday
You don't know how grateful I'd be, just kill me
Blistering, blistering away~
*Burnt*
~You smashed your fist against my face with no shame
I only tried to leave but you wound up doing it again and again
It hurts, when you get burnt
I fell in love with him
But he turned on me, entrapped in a vortex of sin
I should have learnt, it hurts to get burnt
Now you speak to me like you care
Tempting to believe your words, but I wouldn't dare
Not going to give you a chance to rub my face in the dirt
I'm not getting burnt~
*Somehow*
~Somehow everything I say is so terribly wrong
You think I'm not capable of being crushed inside, or crying all night long?
And it hurts to never succeed in your eyes
You mask your sould and leave your heart in a dark disguise
You lead me on, you lead me off
You love me, than you love me not
Somehow I feel for someone so shallow and cold
You're not anything real, nothing I could hold
You're a true angel inside, but you're dying out
How can I ever believe a word you say?
Will you ever return with the real you...something I doubt
But you know what they say, it's better to burn out than to fade away~