~Hollow, crush me easily
Hollow, savage, platonic fury
Hollow, can you see right through me?
Hollow, not a pretty sight to see
Every once in a while I'll sit and think about my life
Who did I save, who did I help to see the light?
Was I a good person, was I there when it was me you needed, did I treat you like you want to be treated?
Hollow, nothing worth living for
Hollow, useless, fragile, twisted whore
Holllow, shut inside, dead-bolted door
Hollow, I am a rose, and I too, have thorns
Was I faithful lover, did I go at your pace when you were ready, did I keep it steady?
A widened path easy to follow
I tried to catch you when you fell
To my suprise your burdens were too heavy
At least you weren't hollow
Hollow, not a good thing left inside
Hollow, wasted, empty, nothing to purify
Hollow, I left and realized I've committed suicide
Hollow, without you I'll surely die~
*I Can't Go On*
~Love has found its way to me
Hurt me more than I can breathe
Busted out my achin' lungs
Saltied up my bloody tongue
Emptied out my darkened soul
Crept beneath my loving role
I can't go on through these lonesome days
Maybe, just maybe, it's some little phase
Every time I have to see you face to face
It all comes back to me
You made me see how weak I can be
You played me all along
Taught me not to be strong
Never risk falling in love again
For some reason you still linger on
Now I know for sure, I can't go on
Joy has found its way to me
Letting go was the key
Opened up my saddened eyes
Cleared up my cloudy skies
Made me who I am today
Filled me up with love and craze
Left me proud and so amazed
I can't go on through these lonesome days
Maybe, just maybe, it's some little phase
Every time I have to see you face to face
It all comes back to me
Taught me how to be there for you
Showed me how to see it through
Listened to what I said
Never took me for granted or made me sad
When I was hurt you always knew
Now I've left and don't know what to do
Because I realized how much I love you~
*My Blessed Curse*
Do you know how it feels to have a million guys tell you they love you
And to drop you in a second?
It's pissing away my dreams
Nothings what it seems
Don't let the happiness fool you
Warm sun against my skin, feels almost right
Day burns into night
I keep lying to myself
Telling myself its all right to be this tired and weak
Life's a game
You'll never find what you set out to seek
They all left me on their own
They know the recipe to crush me
Crush me like ice
Watch me melt and perspire into their cups
They use me
Then when they're done, they pass me on
It's like being locked in a phone booth
Calling out to you, but you never pick up
The tears pour out, the mascara streaks
Everyone bangs on the glass, rushing me along, you can't win
I'm striving to get out, but they're all dying for me to let them in
So they can use and abuse whats left inside
I think I'd rather die, commit suicide
Anything's better than this~
