CLOUDS - SILVER LININGS
by DIANE DAVIS

 

"Duo?  ...Duo?"  Deathscythe's comm-unit sparked to life as Quatre's image flickered onto the monitor.

"Heeeeeey!  Q-man!  What's up?"  Duo sat back in the chair from where he'd been leaning forward to power down his Gundam.  Slouching, he dangled his arms off the arms of the seat.  "Got some sort of dandy mission?"

"Um...well, a mission, at least.  Trowa and I are being sent to a school in North America--Boston, I believe.  Details are a bit sketchy at the moment."

Duo grinned, waggling his eyebrows.  "You an' Trowa, eh?  Bet you're hoping mission details *remain* sketchy, eh?"

"Duo!"  The Arabian protested, blushing faintly...though he couldn't avoid smiling, excitement sparkling in his turquoise eyes.  "Really, we're not going there for fun."

"Yeah, well, it'd sure be a nice side effect, right?  C'mon, you can't deny you guys deserve a break together.  You've been assigned separate missions constantly since you became an official item!"  Duo declared emphatically, tapping where Quatre's nose appeared on the screen.

Quatre laughed softly, unable to keep his smile from widening.  "All right, all right...I agree.  Some fun would be nice."  Then his expression grew serious. "But how are you doing?  That's the real reason I contacted you."

Duo shrugged, resting his elbows in his knees.  "Me?  Fine...damned spiffy, actually.  Last mission was a breeze.  Ol' Deathscythe here didn't even break a sweat.  I was just about to shut things down and head for the new safehouse."

"Are you, Wufei, and Heero all going to be there?"

"Nah...Wu's off doing his own thing--he didn't say what. It'll be just Heero and me here."

"Ah..., I see."  The blonde's eyebrows raised slightly, the look on his face highlighting the true topic of concern.

"Hey, hey, don't get yourself all worried, Quat-man!"  Duo reassured. "Everything's been fine between Heero and me since we had that talk.  I mean, we're probably closer friends now than we've ever been." He frowned slightly at the slight furrowing of Quatre's brow.  "Okay, okay...so we're still *just* friends...!"

"But he admitted that he had feelings for you...and you love him...."

Duo held up a hand to interrupt his friend.  "Ah...*might* have feelings...the operative word being might."  He shrugged carelessly.  "He said he needed time to figure things out, so I'm giving him time.  He hasn't said for sure one way or the other yet."

Quatre sighed, looking slightly downcast.  "But it's been a while...."

"I know...but I don't mind waiting.  At least, not for a little more.  He and I...I mean, we have been hanging out and talking, you know."

"Really?"

Duo nodded.  He expected the surprise on the blonde Arabian's face--Heero was not loquacious by any stretch of the imagination.  "Yeah.  It's like he's actually trying to get to know me...a nifty side-effect of which is I'm getting to know more about *him*.  He's starting to open up, Quatre.  Slowly...but it's happening."

Quatre beamed with genuine happiness.  "I'm very glad to hear that.  If you think things are good, then I'll trust your instincts."  His eyes flickered to another area of Sandrock's display.  "I'm almost at destination, so I'd better
sign off--until we meet again, Duo!"

"Later, Q-man!  Give Trowa a hug for me.  And be careful, 'kay?"   Duo's grin faded a bit as Quatre cut the link.  He would really miss the little blonde. The other boy had done so much to support and comfort him during all the
uncertainty with Heero.  However, now  things had calmed down between Duo and the Japanese pilot, and he wasn't always having to look for the Arabian's figurative shoulder to cry on.  It really was better that Quatre was finally getting a chance to focus on his own relationship.

Duo leaned forward to power down Deathscythe, then hopped out of the cockpit and finished securing his Gundam.  Checking his watch, he noted it was nearly seven.  He grimaced as he suddenly yawned, fatigue from the mission and time zone changes washing over him, and realized it would be after 10 by the time he made his way to the downtown apartment he and Heero were sharing.  Too bad there weren't any vehicles around to hotwire--it would have been nice not to have to walk the whole way into the city.   Shrugging to himself, he crept out of the abandoned warehouse.  No point in just standing there, wishing--he'd be able to crash all he wanted once he got to the safehouse.

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Closing the apartment door, Duo threw the deadbolts and reactivated Heero's juryrigged security system.  He stretched, allowing himself a long, drawn-out, nearly feline yawn.  "Maaaaaaaaan...that last mission was too easy for me to be this beat," he muttered to the empty room.  "I must be gettin' soft in my old age...."  He snickered softly to himself at that comment, then headed through the darkened apartment to the bedroom.

Pale, multicolored lights from the street-lamps and traffic signals outside streamed in through the curtainless window as Duo shuffled into the small room, rubbing a weary hand over his face.  Glancing briefly at the closed laptop lying on one of two mattresses resting on the floor, he angled towards the other bed, pausing only to remove his boots and socks before starting to sink onto the old but serviceable mattress.  At the last second, a small splash of color on the faded sheets caught his eye, and he froze.   "What the...?"

A dark red rose, the bud just beginning to unfurl into full bloom, rested on the bed, its deep, heady fragrance tickling Duo's nose.  Kneeling next to the mattress, he reverently picked up the flower, cradling it by its thorny stem as delicately as if it were blown glass.  It had been most definitely left for him, and very recently at that, but who...?  Hope blossomed within his heart and sang him an answer;  with the security in place, no one else could have been in the apartment except for....   "Heero...," he whispered, gazing in wonder at the rose in his hands.

The skin on the back of Duo's neck suddenly tingled, his breath catching in his throat as he realized he was being watched.  Heart skipping as it began to race, he turned to see Heero standing in the bedroom doorway, cobalt eyes near-black and glittering in the faint glow of the streetlights.  The Japanese boy stared uncertainly at Duo--as if he desperately wanted to both flee, yet remain standing where he was at the same time.   Their gazes locked, and Duo felt himself tremble with a strange nervousness.   Wide-eyed, he gulped, his tongue darting out to moisten suddenly dry lips.   "Did...did you...?"  Trailing off, he gestured helplessly at the flower.

Heero nodded, sending Duo's heartbeat into overdrive.  "But, why?"   Somewhere within his soul, Duo knew the answer;  but the fears and insecurities lurking within the shadows of his mind prodded him to speak the question anyway.

"To apologize for hurting you back then," the other pilot whispered.   Seeming to gather his courage, he stepped further into the room.  "And to...to express the things I have trouble saying."

To express...?  Bemused, Duo's eyes flickered down to the flower he held.  A red rose?  But that...that usually symbolized....

"...love...."  The hesitant word echoed into the silence, and Duo blinked, thinking for a moment that he'd spoken the thought aloud.  Suddenly Heero was much closer, standing right in front of him.  "Or at least, that's what the woman who sold it to me said it meant...," the Japanese boy continued.

Duo's heart was no longer singing--now it chorused rapturously to the heavens like a immense choir.  A smile as bright as the sun spread across his face, and he began laughing and crying all at once, overwhelmed by crashing waves of emotion.  With a whoop, he bearhugged Heero, lifting the other boy from his feet as he spun them both around in giddy circles until he nearly stumbled from dizziness.  Leaning against Heero as they regained their balance, Duo reveled in the sensation of Heero's arms clasping him back.  "Oh god...," he gasped as he caught his breath.   "I never thought...I mean, I hoped, but...," his words tumbled out in a chaotic rush.  Finally he gave up trying to be eloquent, instead speaking simply and from the depths of his heart.  "I love you."

The other boy's arms tightened around him in response.  "I hoped you still did."

"Hoped?"  Duo pulled back slightly to gaze into shimmering cobalt eyes. "Heero, when I said I loved you that first time, I meant always and forever." One arm still wrapped firmly around Heero's waist, Duo reached up to trail the
petals of the rose lightly over Heero's cheek.  "Trust me on that,okay?"

The Japanese boy looked down at him for a moment, then nodded, the corners of his mouth shyly curving up in a small, but unmistakable smile as he rubbed against the caressing flower.  Touched deeply by the expression on his love's face, Duo felt a tear trickle down his face.  For once in his life, he really didn't care whether boys cried or not.  He instead focused on the *only* thing that was important right now.   Leaning forward slightly, he kissed his partner and love.

Sighing almost inaudibly at the contact, Heero pulled him even closer, pressing their bodies together.  Heat settled low in Duo's gut, blazing instantly through the rest of his body.  With a soft, almost purring noise, he trailed his tongue over Heero's lower lip, taking advantage of his sharp gasp to deepen the kiss and invade the moist warmth of the Japanese boy's mouth.  Stroking Heero's tongue with his own, Duo teased until the other responded in kind, sparking a delicious duel.

A moan rumbled up from his throat as Heero abruptly took control of their sparring, plundering Duo's mouth as he tangled his hands in the hair at the back of Duo's head.   Duo broke the kiss, then brushed his lips along Heero's jaw to finally nip at his earlobe.  "Ah ah ah...!  No ya don't, Yuy.  This one's my turn," he scolded, sultry, as he licked along the delicate shell of Heero's ear and caused him to shiver.  "You just relax and enjoy."

"Duo...."

"Shhh--no arguing.  I called dibs."  Duo silenced him with a deep, blazing kiss.  Stroking his hand down Heero's back, he cupped the Japanese boy's rear and ground his hips hard against Heero's.  Duo both felt and heard Heero's low growl as their cloth-covered erections rubbed together with each thrust. Pulling away again, he chuckled at Heero's sound of protest, leering at the dazed, flushed expression on the other's face.  He pushed playfully on Heero's chest until the other backed up to stand on Duo's mattress, then said with a wink, "Now just lie down, and I'll take care of...*everything*."

He crossed the room and set the rose out of harm's way on Heero's laptop as the Japanese boy reluctantly sat on the bed, the barely-controlled fire in his cobalt eyes revealing how tenuously his passion was leashed.  Glancing over his shoulder at Heero, Duo grinned, his playful mood becoming even more wickedly mischievous.  Knowing he had the other's full attention, he licked his lips provocatively and ever so slowly unbuttoned his shirt.  Pulling it from his waistband, he slid it gradually off his shoulders and arms until it finally puddled on the floor.  Unfastening his pants, he pulled down the zipper, but left them to ride low on his narrow hips instead of removing them.  A sensual smile on his lips, Duo returned to Heero, the alabaster skin of his torso gilded by the light spilling through the window.

Raising Heero's chin as he trailed his fingers along his jaw, Duo bent forward to brush a feather-light kiss across his lips.  He cupped the other's head in his hands as he delved deeper in to the other's mouth, suckling at Heero's tongue.  Smoothing his hands down his lover's shoulders over the front of his tank top, Duo kneaded Heero's chest in lazy circles while he knelt between his legs.  The Japanese boy moaned quietly as Duo rained more kisses down the sides of his neck, licking and nibbling the slightly salty skin at the juncture between it and his shoulder.  Duo thrilled with satisfaction to feel the other shiver as he sucked lightly at a particularly sensitive area.

Yanking the green tank top free from Heero's shorts, Duo ran his hands beneath it, caressing the smooth skin of the boy's firm abdomen.  The Japanese boy quivered and gasped as he teasingly raked his nails along his well-muscled stomach, reaching up higher to gently flick and roll his already-hardening nipples.  Helping Heero shrug his way out of the tank top, he tossed it over his shoulder and leaned down to lap his tongue over one small patch of puckering skin, massaging the other erect nipple with the soft pad of his thumb.  His breath coming in short gasps, Heero clasped Duo's head, neck arching back as he leaned into the searing sensation.

Tenderly urging Heero to lay flat on the bed, Duo kissed and nipped his way down the other's stomach, licking the warm skin and trailing his tongue around the edge of his navel.  He blew gently over the dampness left behind on Heero's torso, smiling wolfishly as he heard his lover's breathing become even more ragged.  He stroked the Japanese pilot's hardness through his spandex as he placed kisses along the waistband, smiling as the other boy groaned, hips bucking involuntarily.  "Hm?  Like that, eh?"  He grasped Heero firmly, pumping him through the thin, clinging cloth.

A hoarse moan ripped from Heero's throat, and he clutched at Duo's shoulders. "Agh!   D-duo...!"

"Heh...yep, seems you do like that."  In an action that was both merciful and self-serving, Duo deftly pulled the spandex shorts over Heero's straining erection like a sleight of hand artist, grinning as he noted the marked lack of underwear.   Slipping them off Heero's long, tan legs, he dropped them carelessly on the floor.   His braid fell over his shoulder to drape like a silken rope over the Japanese boy's thigh as he bent forward with a evil grin and flicked his tongue over the tip of his lover's exposed cock.  Heero's sharp indrawn breath turned into a shuddering groan as Duo took it into his mouth, suckling and swirling his tongue over the head as if it were a lollipop.  Gently squeezing the base with his hands, Duo engulfed Heero further, trailing his tongue down along one vein, then up another.

Heero writhed against the sheets, tousling his wild, dark hair even further, hips jerking as if he were resisting the urge to be deeper within Duo's hot, moist mouth.   Splaying his hands on the insides of Heero's thighs, Duo eagerly provided what the other boy's body cried out for, taking his shaft in fully until his nose brushed the dark sprinkling of hair at its base.  Pausing there for an eternal moment, Duo began to gulp and suck, finally drawing up and down again.  Head bobbing rhythmically, he hummed with delectation as he pleasured his lover.

Moaning harshly into the night's silence, Heero's body shook as he fought to keep from thrusting against Duo's ravishing lips and tongue until he cried out roughly, his control finally shredded.  He fisted his hands in Duo's hair, back arching and hips bucking wildly as he came with a soul-deep shout.  His breath rasping out in panting sobs, the Japanese boy shuddered violently as Duo swallowed and licked up his seed.  Only when his lover was once again clean did Duo allow the shaking hands grasping at his shoulders to pull him up next to other on the mattress.  He kissed the still out of breath pilot as he wrapped his arms around Duo to hug him close.

Face flushed with the vestiges of passion, Heero reached up to brush Duo's bangs away from his face, gazing almost wonderingly at him.  "I never imagined it could be quite like that."

"Good, eh?"

Heero nodded with a small smile.  "Aa...very.  But you...."

Duo gave a low chuckle, a roguish grin spreading across his face.  "Heh...yeah!  What about me?  Hmmm...I think I've got some ideas...!"

Heero snorted, "Somehow I thought you might."  He then smirked at Duo.   "In that case I should tell you I got you another present."

"Oooh!  Really?  Man, it's just like Christmas!"

Snorting again, Heero nudged him towards the head of the bed.  "Perhaps you should check what Santa left under your pillow."

"Eh?"  Duo reached under the pillow and grasped the cool object that lay beneath.  He giggled as he revealed the tube of lubricant.  "Hooray!   Lube--just what I always wanted!  Thank you, Santa!"

"Hn...baka."  Heero pulled Duo back to him, stroking his hands up and down his back.  "If you still plan on this being 'your turn', perhaps you had better start doing something with it...or it won't be 'your turn' for long."

"Oooh...is that a threat?"  Duo's grin seemed to get even wider.

"It is a promise."  The Japanese boy began toying with the waistband of Duo's pants.  "Hn...you are still wearing clothing."  He glanced at Duo with a raised eyebrow.  "Is this some sort of kinky sexual practice I've never been told about?"

Duo gave a short bark of laughter and pinned Heero back against the mattress. "Geeeez... you're sarcastic *and* impatient."

"Efficient, not impatient."

"Heh... tomato, tomahto, whatever."  Pecking a quick kiss to the end of Heero's nose, Duo leaned back and removed his pants and boxers.  He retrieved the tube of lubricant and twisted off the cap, squirting a dollop onto several fingers. Kneeling once more before Heero, he spread the other boy's legs further apart. He massaged one lubed finger over Heero's puckered opening, gently sliding the finger inside.   The Japanese boy gave a short hiss as he adjusted to the intrusion, moaning as Duo began to slowly work his finger in and out.

Heero's breath shuddered out in a long, pleasured sigh as Duo carefully inserted a second finger and then a third.  Suddenly the other boy gasped harshly and bucked hard against his hand as Duo brushed Heero's innermost pleasure spot.  Entranced by the ecstatic expression that spasmed across the Japanese boy's face, Duo caressed the spot again and again and again, Heero's hips thrusting up each time in response.   Eventually he withdrew his fingers with obvious reluctance and reached once more for the tube of lubricant.

Quickly applying the gel to his throbbing erection, Duo leaned over Heero and pulled his lover's legs up by the knees.  He braced his hands to either side of the Japanese boy's head and pressed the tip of his shaft against Heero's opening, gingerly pushing forward past the resisting ring of muscle.  Wincing at Heero's brief gasp of pain, he slowed his already gradual entry even further, trying desperately to give the other boy time to adapt.  Groaning raggedly as he felt his lover's sheathing tightness take him in, Duo struggled to move carefully, fearful of injuring the other boy.  Heero seemed to have other ideas, however, and wrapped his legs around Duo's hips, urging him in further and deeper into the clasping heat with a low, drawn-out growl.

At last buried within Heero, Duo withdrew and thrust in repeatedly, purring at the delicious sensation of his lover clenching around him.  Angling to hit that magic spot within the other, he bent down to kiss Heero, tongue dancing in and out of his mouth as it mimicked the rhythmic movement of his hips.  Arms tight around Duo's waist, the Japanese boy moaned and flexed his hips to grind hard against his thrusts.  A pulsating ache ignited in Duo's groin, flaring brighter and hotter as waves of pure, concentrated pleasure seared through him. 

Strange mewling whimpers bubbled up from Duo's throat as the ache surged to fill his entire body, while somehow at the same time tightening to a single point deep within his gut.  Sweat dripped off his brow as he pounded faster and faster into his lover, striving for a goal that fluttered tantalizingly just out of reach.  Below him, Heero arched high off the mattress, as if pressing impossibly closer to Duo would somehow assuage his own ache.

Duo propped himself up on one trembling arm, reaching between the two of them to grasp his lover's rehardened erection.  Fisting his hand, he stroked up and down over the silken skin of Heero's cock, pumping him in time with their lovemaking.  Suddenly, the Japanese boy's body quaked then grew rigid, his short nails digging painfully into Duo's back.  Mouth opening wide with a silent cry of ecstasy, he convulsed, coating Duo's hand and their chests as he climaxed.

Nearly sobbing at the sensation of Heero squeezing him, Duo thrust frenetically, some distant part of his mind wondering if it was possible to die from sheer pleasure alone.   Then there was no thought at all as the maddening rapture overwhelmed him, the ache within exploding to roar like wildfire through his entire body and soul.  Throwing his head back with a deep, guttural howl, Duo emptied himself again and again into his lover, quivering helplessly from the force of his orgasm.  Finally, boneless and spent, he collapsed against Heero's chest, residual shudders rippling through his body.

Through the fading haze of pleasure, Duo grew dimly aware of someone stroking his disheveled hair and nearly undone braid.  Blinking dazedly, he stared up at a beatifically smiling Heero.  The Japanese boy rolled his unresisting body over until they both lay on their sides, facing each other.  Hooking his leg over Duo's,   Heero brushed gentle lips over his, then feathered another kiss on his forehead.   "Ai shiteru, Duo...."

Duo gaped at his lover, stunned to have heard him say the words.  "Y-you don't have to say that!  I don't...I don't expect-...."

"But I wanted to."  The other boy caressed Duo's cheek, then stroked his hand down his neck and chest.  "I...it felt...right to say it out loud, instead of just using the symbolism of a flower."

Swallowing against a great surge of emotion, Duo nuzzled Heero's neck as he felt tears of joy once again well up within his eyes.  "T-thank you.  I...I can't tell you how much that means to me...."

"You don't have to.  I know."

Duo nodded, then hugged Heero tightly, letting out a deep, shuddering breath as he brought his emotions under control.  "Gods, I...I love you so damned much...!"

"And I, you.  Always and forever," the Japanese boy murmured back, echoing Duo's earlier words.

"Yeah....  Always...an' forever," Duo slurred as drowsiness washed over him in tranquil waves, his earlier exhaustion returning to beckon him inexorably towards sleep.  His eyes fluttered shut as, with one last great yawn, he finally succumbed.  

Luxuriating in the sensations of warmth and peace as he lay nestled next to his lover, Heero glimpsed the rose resting on his computer across the room. "Forever," he agreed again, smiling contentedly.  Enfolding Duo's softly snoring form in a protective embrace, he closed his eyes and soon followed the other into slumber.

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