Broken Hearts - Broken Dreams (part 3)
By: Kandy Girl

• This has nothing to do with Paparoach's song "Broken Home", k???
• Rights reserved to the real owners of Gundam Wing. Creator, and Company that bought it.
• Synopsis of last part: Heero and Duo broke up, will they be able to pass this test of life? Quatre saw Trowa and Lindsay kissing... What will happen???

At the living room, the 4 g-boys and Lindsay are dinning.
"I can't believe we have to eat this trash." Wu Fei look disgusted at the greasy pizza.
"Love it, baby... It comes all the way from America!" said Duo chewing.
"Isn't the pizza Italian?" Lindsay corrected.
"Whatever." Duo turn his eyes.
"Anyway... I think that the ONNA should had cook, after all that's what they do!" Wu Fei cross his arms and nod to himself. He remember how women in China are dedicated to nothing but their homes.
"Excuse me????" asked a very irritated Lindsay.
Duo turn around. Heero wasn't there. Isn't he going to dine? But why do HE cares about that cold guy! After all, they are NOTHING now... Besides, it would be better this, if he doesn't has to face those cobalt eyes.
A noise interrupt Duo's thoughts. He turn and saw Lindsay with a piece of pizza.
"Let me feed you Trowa. " said the red haired girl as she approach the pizza to Trowa.
Trowa move away.
"I can eat by my own."
Duo whistle. "No wonder why Quatre had spend almost 3 hours on the bathroom... With that even I would feel sick!"
Trowa turn when he heard Duo's remark.

Trowa walk in the room. Quatre was already sleeping. Just as he did the last night, he undressed himself and put on the pajamas Quatre had left for him. He spot the book on the bureau near the pajamas. How considerate was Quatre.
The taller pilot wanted to talk to his koi, but the blond was already asleep and he didn't wanted to disturb his dreams. So he just got in the bed and cover the Arab's body with a warm embrace.
Trowa ignored that Quatre wasn't sleep. He couldn't sleep after... what he saw. And every time he close his eyes, he would see the same image over and over again. Sometimes just like he saw it, other times worse. Quatre wanted to talk to Trowa but he didn't knew how to start... He would wait for Trowa to be the one who said it... If he ever tell him. Quatre decided that he would trust that Trowa would tell him about that kiss... He prayed that it would be that way.

In the middle of the night, Quatre awake when he heard the read haired calling Trowa, and pretend to be sleeping, while he heard how his koi would leave the room to go with the girl.
"Trowa... Oh. Trowa..." Quatre mumble between tears and sobs.
After a while, Trowa was back. He got in the bed and kiss Quatre in the forehead.
Quatre could smell the scent of the girl on Trowa's skin, but didn't say a word. He kept pretending to be sleeping while he repeated "Trowa... oh. Trowa" in his mind.

The next morning, Trowa awake, about 7:30. But, to his surprise, Quatre wasn't there. He spot a wet spot on the pillow, and wonder why Quatre was crying.

Trowa walk in the kitchen. Silent, as always, and saw Quatre, having a cup of tea. He place his hands over Quatre's shoulder. The smaller boy jump a little and throw the cup on his hands.
"Trowa!" he exclaim.
Trowa look strange at Quatre. What was the blond so nervous about.
"Are you all right, Quatre?"
Quatre quickly went for a towel to dry the floor, almost trying to escape from the taller boy.
"Yes, yes... You just scared me, that's all." his voice sounded so nervous, and his eyes tried to never meet with Trowa's.
Quatre put the towel over the little pull of tea on the floor and started picking up the fragments of the broken cup. Trowa knee in front of him.
"Let me help you." Trowa help Quatre pick the broken porcelain.
"No-no... It's OK... I can do this." the blue sky eyes always looking at the floor.
"I want to help." insisted the silent boy.
"I say it's OK!" Quatre hurt himself with a piece of porcelain. "Ah! Allah!"
Trowa take Quatre's bleeding finger. "Let me take a look at it."
"No!" the blond pull his finger away. "I'm OK... I just... just..." he quickly stood up and head for the door.
The taller boy stood up and head after the Arabian. He reach for him and turn him to face him.
"Quatre, is something wrong?" he hold Quatre's face so that Quatre would had to look at him.
Quatre try to look elsewhere... "No! Everything is... fine... I... just..."
"Trowa?"
The two boys turn and saw the red haired standing in front of them. Quatre release his face.
"I'm hungry, what's... Ahh! Blood!" The girl jump to Trowa and hug him tightly.
Quatre look at Trowa. "Everything is just... just fine." He then leave.
"Quatre, wait!" Trowa tried to go, but the girl would pull him.
"Trowa, please... I need you to hug me... After seeing that blood... I remember how my parents were murdered!" the girl almost cried.
"Let me go." replied Trowa.
"Trowa... Please!" The girl kept hugging Trowa.

Upstairs, Quatre reach for the bathroom. He open the mirror and reach for medicines to cure his little cute. His hands were too shaky so when he tried to reach for something, all the medicines would fall to the sink. Mad, he close the mirror, almost breaking it. He was surprised to see Duo behind him by the mirror.
"D... Duo!"
"Hey, Q-man! What's the problem! You pass by my room walking like a lost soul or something!"
Quatre swallow hard and tried to hold his tears. "It's nothing... I just..." Quatre started sobbing and show Duo his little cut as he knew his voice would let him down.
The braided boy look at the little cut.
"That's a nasty little thingie... But you don't have to make such a big deal because of it, Q-man!" Duo pat Quatre's head. "Let me help you."
Duo took with one hand Quatre's finger, and with the other, he reach for a medicament.
"I'm sorry... I just... was scared because of the blood." Quatre sobbed and covered his mouth with his other hand.
"Let me see... When things like this happened, Sister Helen always said that the first thing you should do is to disinfect it." Duo open a bottle of medicine and put a little on Quatre's finger.
Quatre hiss as the medicament ached a little.
"Now, now... I know it hurts but we are big boys and we can take that... "Duo then stop and think for a while. "Let me see... After disinfecting it, Sister Helen would but... A little bandage on it!"
Duo search for a bandage and place it over the cut. "There! As good as new!"
Quatre clean his tears with his hand, then look at his finger.
"Thanks, Duo." he smile. "I better go."
Quatre was living the place when Duo called him. "Hey, Q-man!... Don't think a little cut like that was what had you all moody... Just realize you got friends."
Quatre turn and smile at Duo.

At breakfast time, everyone was having their breakfast, except for Heero who wasn't there.
"Where's Yuy? He didn't had dinner yesterday, and today he's not having breakfast." Wu Fei tried to look as if he was complaining, but he really was concerned.
"He must be with that stupid laptop." replied Duo, looking at the window.
"Is that guy ALWAYS locked up in the studio?" asked Lindsay.
"No." answer Wu Fei. "Only when we have unwanted guest... Specially stupid annoying ONNAS."
"Humph" Lindsay turn her face.
"Anyway... I'll take him breakfast." said Quatre, with a pan on his hands.
Quatre walk out of the room. After the blond was gone, Trowa stood up.
"I'm going to the bathroom." He then leave.
Lindsay stood up.
"I... I want to go to the bathroom too!" she head to the door but Duo stand on it not letting her pass.
"Sorry... There's only one bathroom."
"I'll go upstairs then." She tried to made her way.
"The one upstairs doesn't works." Duo tried to cover. "But if you want, Wu Fei can take you to the cafe in front... They will lend you their bathroom." Duo pint at the Chinese pilot.
"Thank you... But I don't want to go to the bathroom anymore... I just want to go to my room." The girl tried to push Duo.
"ONNAS! Always full of contradictions!" replied Wu Fei.
Duo push the girl back.
"What kind of guest will we couldn't help our guest do their prime necessities?... No, there's no way we would be such way! Come on, Wu Fei... show the lady were there *wink* Cafe!
Wu Fei look strange at Duo.
"Huh?" asked Wu Fei confused.
"You know, Wu Fei... The... *wink* *wink* Cafe."
"Maxwell... You got something in your eye?"
Duo turn his eyes.
"Damnit! I' telling you to take the little brat away!" yelled an exasperated Duo.
"Oh!!!! Now I see!! The *wink* Cafe!!!" exclaim Wu Fei.
"Hey! With whom do you think you're dealing... You can't do this to me!"
Wu Fei take Lindsay by the arm and pull her away.
"Come on, ONNA, let's take you away from a home that don't likes you at all."
Lindsay fight to release herself from Wu Fei.
"Let me go, you idiot! I'll tell Trowa about this and you two will regret it!"
"Yeah... yeah.... I hate when ONNAS don't know where they aren't wanted." said Wu Fei pulling the red haired girl away of the kitchen, through the kitchen door that would guide them outside in the back yard.
Duo say how Wu Fei took the little brat away and sigh.
"What a pest!"

On his way to the studio, someone called Quatre.
"Quatre, wait!"
Quatre didn't stopped as he knew who was calling him.
"Quatre!" Trowa reach for the boy and stood in front of him.
The blond tried to pass through the taller pilot, but he wouldn't let him.
"Trowa... I got no time for games."
"Neither do I..." Trowa took the pan out of Quatre's hands and place it over a table that was nearby. "But you've been acting so distant nervous with me!"
Quatre look at the floor and head for the pan. "I don't know what you are talking about."
Trowa stop Quatre and hold the smaller pilots shoulder. "Then why are you always trying to evade me? And why won't you look me to the eyes?"
"Because I got things to do..." said Quatre trying to release himself.
"And so do I... But I want to be with you also, is that too much to ask (O.O)?"
Quatre look Trowa's eyes and lost in them. He close his eyes as he realize his koi was bending to reach for his lips.
"Oh... Trowa..." Quatre whisper.
When he heard himself, he remember how last night he'd been repeating the same thing to himself while he was crying. How Trowa left their room to go with that red-haired girl. The smaller boy separate himself from the green eyed boy.
"What's... what's wrong, Quatre?" Trowa asked strange.
Quatre break Trowa's embrace and separate himself from the taller pilot.
"I don't know... I just... need to know that you're mine... I need to trust you."
"What are you talking about, Quatre?" Trowa walk to Quatre. "Of course you can trust me."
Quatre walk to the pan and get it.
"I... I'm not so sure about that." Quatre walk away. Trowa look at him confuse.

"Knock knock!" Quatre pretend to be knocking the door.
"Come in." Heero's voice was heard on the other side of the door.
Quatre open the door.
"Guess what... I brought you breakfast!" Quatre smile holding the pan.
"Hn."
Quatre walk to the huge desk in witch Heero was working.
"Anyway, I'll just leave you this here, and whenever you are hungry you just reach for something, after all, you know that breakfast is the most important meal in the day and where would be our Perfect Soldier if he was all undernourished!"
Heero turn to look at Quatre, who was just smiling at him with his big sunny smile. He then return to his computer.
"How do you do it, Quatre?"
Quatre look at Heero strange. "Huh?"
"I asked... How do you do it?"
"I beg your pardon?"
"How... How can you smile, with all those problems rooming your head?" Heero set his look up, at the blond who was surprised.
"You'll... you'll think I'm retarded or something... " Quatre justify himself. "But I don't understand your question."
Heero stop typing on the laptop.
"I've seen you... I've heard you... I know you... And I know what you're passing through... It is tough."
Quatre turn around.
"What... what are you talking about, Heero... I got no problems!" Quatre could turn and face Heero, he knew that Heero could tell when someone was lying and he didn't wanted him to know that he was doing it.
"You can pretend with me... But I know what's going on... When the soul hurts, no matter how strong you are, you just can't fight the pain."
Quatre gasp.
"But you... You come out of your room, and smile at the world. How do you do, to keep all that pain in the pocket?"
"I see... There's no use to lie to you, Heero. I'm... I'm going trough difficult moments right now, and smiles really hurt... Specially with Trowa. "Quatre clean the tears off his face. "But there's no need for others to feel sad because of my sadness... It isn't fair for others to feel unhappy just because of me."
"Is it fair for you to carry with all that pain to yourself?"
"It's not the best thing to do... But isn't the worst... "Quatre turn around. "I'm just trying to make people happy... I won't just become bitter and embitter the others."
"But you can't keep with this for always... You got to talk to Trowa."
"I know... I'm just... too weak." Quatre look at the floor ashamed of himself.
"Maybe Trowa isn't the only one who wares a mask... And it takes a lot of strength to wear it, I know it."
Quatre look up. "Yes... All right. I'll talk to him... I'm just sacred... That things between us will change."
"Things can change for a good or for a bad... But if you keep like this, it would be worse than if they would change for a bad, because nothing will happen, and that will finish with you two."
Quatre smile.
"You are right... I got to take chances... and be less coward." Then chuckle. "How can a person so proud give such good advises?"
"Hn..."
Quatre laugh out loud at Heero's cold way of being. "Heero, your pride is the key relation with Duo."

On the living room, Trowa's sitting thinking about Quatre and what he said when he heard a horrible noise in the main entrance.

At the main entrance, Wu Fei and Lindsay were arriving.
"Let me go, you jerk!!!" yelled Lindsay hitting Wu Fei and trying to release herself.
"Ah! Calm down you crazy ONNA!" Wu Fei throw the red haired girl away.
Lindsay fall over her butt on the floor.
"Ouch! You are such a beast!"
Trowa walk in.
"You idiot, what was your mother a..."
"Oh. Hi, Barton!" Wu Fei smile at the girl who had look so lacking of grace.
Lindsay quickly stood up and run to Trowa.
"Oh. Trowa! Thank God you're here!" the girl hugged from Trowa. "I was soooo scared... This!" and point at Wu Fei " evil Chinese freak... DUDE! kidnapped me! But as soon as he realize that you would rescue me, he decided to return me."
"What?! Ha! Who would want to kidnap such an ONNA from hell like you!" Wu Fei leave the place muttering insults.
Lindsay turn and look at Trowa.
"Trowa... Will you always be there to take care of me?"
"That was my mission." Trowa made his was back to the living room.
Lindsay smile to herself.

On his room, Duo is playing chess with... His teddy bear Bobbie (o.O). He then get the game and throw it away.
"Man! It's boring when you're playing with a stuffed animal..." Looks at Bobbie "No offense, Bobbie!"
"Not taken, Duo" Duo pretend to be the voice of the teddy bear.
"Say,Bobbie... What do you think Heero is doing right now?" Duo asked trying to look casual.
"Why do you ask?" Boo Boo asked.
"Oh... No... Just... wondering... Nothing special."
"You miss him, don't ya?" Bobbie ask his friend, Duo.
"Of course I don't! Why would I miss Mr.-perfect-soldier-look-at-me-I-got-a-really-cool-gundam-but-I'm-a-cold-hearted-jerk! I mean... He's just good looking, absolutely fine, has a voice that melts you and such a tight and strong embrace, and those cobalt eyes... Oh. They are sooooo beautiful... without mentioning the animal get turn into when he's on bed... Oh. And he's the total owner of my being... But it's just that! I mean! It's like! Not much! Right?" Duo look at the teddy.
"Yeah! Sure! After all... There are other Mr.-perfect-soldier-look-at-me-I-got-a-really-cool-gundam-but-I'm-a-cold-hearted-jerks that can be good looking, be fine, and be the total owners of your whole being!" answer a very sarcastic Bobbie. Mr.-perfect-soldier-look-at-me-I-got-a-really-cool-gundam-but-I'm-a-cold-hearted-jerk!
"Hey, Bobbie, don't get sarcastic with me!"
"I'm not being sarcastic! I'm being REAL! Get a hold of yourself and go with that guy and tell him you love him!"
"It's not as easy as it appears!"
"Coward."
"Oh. What would you know, you're just a stuffed animal!"
"Yeah... But at least I'm not a chicken!"
"Hey, back that off!"
"Chicken!"
"I warn you, Bobbie!"
"C-H-I-C-K-E-N!!!"
"I'll kill you!"
Duo jump over Bobbie and started fighting against it. Heero walk in.
"Duo..." Looks down at the braided boy fighting with the stuffed teddy bear. "What in the world are you doing?"
Duo quickly stand up and throw Bobbie away.
"Nothing!..." remember he's mad at Heero. "What are YOU doing HERE."
"Isn't it obvious?... I want to talk to you."
"Talk?... Or argue?"
"Damned, Duo... Can't you stand a while without attacking me with your remarks?" exclaim Heero.
"Fine... Go on!" replied Duo.
"OK, Duo... I've been talking with Quatre, and I realize..."
"OK... There's your while."
"Hell with this! I give up!" Heero head for the door.
Duo could see in low motion how Heero headed for the door. No... He missed him too much to let him go this was, and he knew that if he let go Heero, he might never get him back.
"Heero..." Duo called.
The cobalt eyed boy stop and turn around.
"What."
"What were you going to say..." asked Duo.
"I... I was going to say... That you are an idiot."
Duo turn his eyes. This was getting them to no where.
"Heero... Look..."
"An idiot, because you will never ever know... How much pride I had to swallow to come here and ask you to forgive me."
Duo's eyes open wide. Jaw open
"Eh... I..." Duo jerked, trying to get himself back. "What... what did you said?"
Heero take a deep breath. Why do people doesn't listen you when you are saying the most embarrassing things?
"I said... That I'm sorry... I'm sorry for being such a jerk... I'm sorry for being such an asshole... I'm sorry for being such a blind idiot... and I can't promise you that if you forgive me, I'll turn into one of those romantic jackasses, or that I won't work anymore, but I'll do my best, to give you the place you deserve."
Duo smile. "Don't worry... I don't expect you to quit to your whole laptop and psycho thing, or to become some pitiful pathetic love bird... I just want you... to be Heero... and to love me."
"Then, you'll be happy when I tell you that... I'm Heero... and I love you."
Duo sit on his bed as he felt his body shaking.
"God... This are way too much emotions for me." Duo look up at Heero. "Ah. Heero, why did you had to be so blind and proud?"
"Don't blame me, blame the one up there, who make me this way." Heero sit by Duo's side.
"Yeah... Maybe I should blame him for making a person... who got so into my heart, and now, I can't get him out." Duo fight his tears. "You want to know why I was mad at you, Heero?... I was mad, because when you came to my life, I knew I would never ever be alone... I would had someone to share feelings with, to share moments... After so long, I almost forgot what it was to have someone to talk to... I was happy, again... But then, you started building that wall between you and me, and I felt as if you were getting away from me, and now matter what I did, I couldn't get through that wall or reach for you... It hurted me that you would build that wall, and let me out... Alone, again." Duo clean the tears on his ears with the back of his hand.
"Baka..." Heero lean down and kiss Duo. " You always had the key to my world... You were always the only one who would get to me... You just couldn't see it... You couldn't see that you were the one who had the control of my person... I'm sorry if I acted so coldly... But I just didn't wanted you to hurt me."
Duo smile. "I would never do that."
"I know..." Heero look at Duo's eyes. "So... Will you forgive me?"
Duo think about it for a while.
"Just... Wait a sec..." Duo stood up and run to the teddy bear.
"So... What do you think Boo Boo?" asked Duo. "Shall I forgive him?"
"Go for it, boy!"
Duo throw away the bear again, and turn to Heero.
"Sure." He said, with a smile on his face.
Duo sit on Heero's lap and kiss him deeply.

On the bathroom, Quatre is walking from side to side nervous.
"Calm down, Quatre... just breath." Quatre inhale and exhale. "OK... I'm ready."
The blond open the door, and the close it.
"No... I can't... I can't!"
The Arabian sit on the toilet.
"Come on, Quatre... You know you can do it... Be a tough guy, remember that song of Duo's... YMCA... Oh. Hell with that song!"
Strange noises interrupted Quatre. They blond look up and could hear moans and cries. He smile at himself.
"Duo and Heero are back again.... The I better hurry if I don't want them to win us."
With this, the blond stood up from the toilet.

On their room, Trowa wonders why is Quatre taking so long. It is already 12:00 p.m. When he heard the door open, he quickly turn.
"Quatre?... Is that you?" asked Trowa.
The blond walk in the room.
"Um... Hi." he smile shyly at his green eyed koi.
"Quatre... Do we need to talk?" asked Trowa.
Quatre walk, almost run, to the bed.
"Eh... No?" he get on the bed and cover his body with the blankets.
"Are you sure? Isn't there something you would like to tell me?"
Quatre look at Trowa's green eyes and cover his head.
"Nop..." replied the scared little boy below the sheet.
Trowa try to pull the sheets away from Quatre's face. "Come on, Quatre... If you need to tell me something, do it now!"
"That's... That's the same thing I wanted to tell you!" Quatre said below the sheets.
Trowa stop pulling and stare at Quatre below the sheets. "What?" He gently pull the sheets off Quatre's face. The blond boy was no longer holding them.
"What did you said Quatre?" asked Trowa.
"The correct question is... What do you want to say, Trowa?" Quatre's huge blue eyes set on his taller koi.
"There's nothing, I NEED to say." replied Trowa.
"But... Don't you think there's something I NEED to know?" asked Quatre.
Trowa pat Quatre on the head. He then move his head saying "NO"... "No, there's nothing you need to know... or something I need to say." Trowa kissed Quatre on the cheek.
"I can't believe you are saying this... " Quatre whisper and then cover his head with the sheets.

Kandy Girl: And what do you think.
Heero and Duo: *clapping* Bravo! Ea! *whistles* You're great!
Kandy Girl: *blush and bows* How nice! Thank you!... I feel so good!
Wu Fei: Well... I didn't liked it! I mean... Why can't I be the main character???
Kandy Girl: *turn her eyes* BECAUSE, I don't got intention on adding Treize in this fic.
Wu Fei: You would pair me up with Treize???? *nosebleed alert! nosebleed alert* Excuse me! *ran out of the place*
Kandy girl: Smile... *looks at the reader* Did like it or not? If you did, mail me! If you didn't... mail me too! I'm open for critics and comments!

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