. grrrl .

kate, 18, is currently a junior journalism major at the university of the philippines, diliman.

she digs buffy the vampire slayer, pays homage to faith and eliza dushku, and drools over spike and james marsters' accent. she cried when tara died in "seeing red". she had desperately tried to dye her hair the exact colour of willow's hair for several times now, but miserably failed. every time.

when she's not abandoning everything else for the love of buffy, she also writes much, while listening to sarah mclachlan, tori amos, clair marlo, lisa loeb, lifehouse, the corrs, matchbox twenty, and evanescence.

she's single, and she (thinks) she's now tired of looking at the wrong places for the right person.

[she's crazy about webdesign, and she swears she'll marry the geniuses behind adobe photoshop and macromedia dreamweaver. check out her recommendations, as well as her other sites at linkage.]

january 5, 2003 3:07am

magic happens

disclaimer: Willow and Tara, of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, belong to Joss Whedon, WB, Fox, Mutant Enemy, etc. and are not mine. No copyright infringement intended.
timeline notes: Season 5 episode, "Family". Pure fluff.
others: um... f/f non-graphic slash, this *is* willow and tara, you know. and yeah, the wonderful song is Melanie Doane's "I Can't Take my Eyes Off You"... *sigh*
first ever w/t piece i'd ever written. ever. yay!

. it makes me love you more .

And she sits there, concentrated, focused, probably trying to explain something to Anya. Her brows, all knit and such, but nevertheless, gorgeous. I smirk to myself and come over.

I overhear something about eagle reflections, and it takes extra effort now, to keep myself from laughing out loud. I wish I could tell her Anya would never get it anyway, but she looks so cute in explanation mode, I immediately decide against breaking it.

'My dance?' Finally unable to contain myself, I ask. No, say. More a statement than a question, and then I hold out my hand. Which she takes, of course.

Of course. Like nothing else could seem - could feel - so right. So wonderful, and so right. I hold her hand tighter, as I lead her to the dance floor, and somebody's singing something about being unable to take her eyes off somebody, and my god, as I face her, it's as if the singer's singing it on purpose.

Not that I take offense, really.

'Good birthday?' I mumble.

'Best birthday,' she smiles back.

And who exactly said it, that line that goes, when you're in love, you think every love song's sung for you? Whoever you are… nobody could've said it any better.

I can't take my eyes off you... I can't take my eyes off you...

'I still can't believe you didn't tell me about your family and all that...' I begin, staring into her. Her hands around my neck, and I pull her closer.

I feel like drowning, those eyes, unbelievably blue. But for some reason, it feels so... right. Wait, I think I already said that...

'I was just afraid if you saw the kind of people I came from, you wouldn't want to be anywhere near me...' she just says, softly.

This girl must be kidding me - who wouldn't want to be anywhere near her? My, if there was one, it would definitely not be me.

Definitely, definitely not me...

'See... that's where you're a dummy,' I chastise her gently. 'I think about... what you grew up with.. and then I look at what you are... it makes me proud...' I smile. She smiles. And she drives me crazy, I hope she knows. 'It makes me love you more.'

Love. I stare into her, gently, but intently. Just like committing her to memory. She gives it a whole new meaning, the love word -- something different from what I'd learned from my parents. From what I'd learned from Xander. From what I'd learned from Oz, even... Love.

I couldn't believe my luck.

'Every time I...' she pauses, and then she inhales. 'Even at my worst... you always make me feel special...' she says, her unbelievable sea-blue eyes staring back, glistening with tears. 'How do you do that?' she smiles.

How?

Just like how you do. Just like how you make me feel -- special. important. beautiful.

Yes, beautiful.

And then the world around us just seems to start spinning into a senseless haze, until there is only her and me, and me and her, and nothing else makes sense, nothing else matters, nothing...

'Magic,' I whisper in reply.

Yes, that's the word I was looking for a while ago. Magic.

She smiles, comes in, and rests her head on my shoulder, and she holds me like she's silently pleading for me to hold her like I'll never let her go.

I pull her in closer, tighter. Never, of course. Not in this lifetime. Or the next... or even the one after that. I guess... forever. Yes, that's the word...

I can't take my eyes off you... I can't take my eyes off you...

Magic, indeed.

Sometimes, it just... happens.

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oh my god, fluff... i never knew i was capable of w/t fluff...

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