18 june 2000Dear
Atlantis Today
the temperature here is rising until tropic values. I made a long walk today, in
the woods, and the swamps. Lots of bugs, teasing me, but it gives me rest and
peace in myself. Coming
back in the inhabited world, I can look at the people around me, with fresh eyes
again. Everyone is so happy and shining, on a beautiful day like this. I like
the way they are dressed, wearing shorts, short dresses, and wide open shirts.
Skin with a nice tan. My fantasy gets on the run on summer days like this. I
walked over a fancy-fair today. Lots of happy music, kids having fun, and so
many people. I searched a place on a terrace, and drank a glace of wine. Lovely
to sit there and having nothing to do, then just watching people. Normally I like
to watch men, but I must say, that women are even nicer to look at on days like
this. I myself was wearing a short skirt, and a shirt through which you can see
just a little bit of my bra. I like to wear an ankle brace to, a tiny, little
gold one. I was
dreaming away a bit, got a bit drowsy, when a woman joints my table. She said
'hello, do you mind if I sit down here?' I
didn't really notice at first, but after she ordered something to drink, she
shoves up a bit towards me. Closer then someone normally would do. I don't know
why, but I didn't react on that because it felt exciting, her body so close to
mine. I could feel the warmth of her skin. I
dreamed on, we didn't talk. I felt the tense getting stronger. Then I felt her
right hand on my left knee. My heart started to bounce. I was shocked, but then
again, pleased too. Never before a woman had done this with me. I didn't dare to
look her in the face, and I had doubts about what I should do. I didn't won't to
insult her, and I wasn't sure if I wanted it to stop... Then
her hand slowly caressed the inside of my leg, getting higher and higher. Jee, I
just forgot the people around me, and felt if I was nailed at my chair. My
breath was getting faster; I opened my legs, just a little bit. Her hand was so
soft, it made me so hot, but I still didn't know what I should say or do. I sat
there with closed eyes, all exciting, enjoying, but paralyzed too. Then
her hand touched my briefs...her finger searched for my wet pussy, and I let it
all happen... She could feel how wet I was. For a moment she put her finger
inside me. Ooooooh, it was so hot... Then
she suddenly stopped, got up and walked away. I was so astonished, realized at
the same time that maybe someone saw something, and just looked at her walking
away. She even didn't turn around again. I was disappointed, still so hot, and
felt so left alone. It felt like a dream, I almost doubted if it really
happened. When
I got up to walk home, I noticed there was a little note. A phone number was
written on it. Until
now I'm not sure what I'm going to do. Wish someone could help me in this. Shall
I call the number? Is it her? Who is she? One
moment I think: no of course I'm not going to call her, the other moment I wish
I already had called. I'm so curious. I never made love with a woman, never
longed for it, but now... My heart yearns for it... Thira |
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