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28 june 2000Dear
Atlantis ............................ At
the moment it feels as if my live is gaining momentum. 10.000 things happen at
the same time. I couldn’t imagine so much at the same time if I was writing a
book. If I would tell you everything that is happening in my live now, I had
enough to tell you for weeks, no month. Through
all the turbulent things, my body starts to feel strange. Sometimes it remembers
me of an animated cartoon, where someone runs so fast that ‘the soul of his
body’ stays behind. I constantly try to catch my soul and put it back in my
body again. The best way of doing that is being busy, do all sorts of things
which I promised myself to do. Sport a lot helps too. For me that means
swimming. Do you know what helps too, to stay close to myself? Dream away in
erotic fantasies, or even better, live them out in real. Remember
the woman at the terrace I told you about. In the back of my head I heard a
voice all week that said: why don’t you call her? But I feel confused. I’m
even not sure it’s her number, I’m not sure what I won’t to say to her,
when I hear her voice. I just know
that every time I think about the afternoon at the terrace I feel warm and
excited. I long to be close to her, to feel her skin. Jee, just by telling you
this I’m getting all wet already… Thira |
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