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Scribbling on the back of a page from last month I sit in the new café here on Third Street in front of the park, in the very building, old house, where Nina Moreno grew up and recently had her gallery of art. Her old hand-lettered sign (Mexicans are REAllly good sign-painters, when they want to be) OUVERT AU PUBLIQUE is now back up over the door, minus the words GALERIA DE ARTE. *Sigh* - hers was a landmark gallery here in the west end of downtown Tijuana - and this was the very house where she grew up after her father brought the family up from Villaflores, Chiapas. Unfortunately the running of the gallery was taking too much of her energy and truth be told she wanted to work more on her own painting, and now she is. Now she is. |
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Here in this very room where I am sipping at a bistro table while I scribble on the backsides of a couple sheets I brought with me covered with verses I am working on for 12 old postcards with purple poems and my unpolished shoes rest on the recently stripped and polished rough wooden floor - no more carpet in these rooms, but the espresso is strong and tasty. A double shot for two dollar something. Almost as expensive as on the other side, getting an espresso here but at least it is good and I can sit and look out the window onto the sidewalk and street and beautiful green park across, over, beyond, here. | what is after all a pagewhat is after all a page |
I smile. Yesterday Mikey and I were right here in this room at this table drinking espresso and talking about the wonders of election year on the other side at home with our beloved Unitedstatesians, and how strange and weird it seems - though no one thinks of it like this - that President Bush II has announced within barely fifteen days of himself that he proposes amnesty for millions of "illegal" workers and also a dream to set up colonies on the Moon and Mars. MMmmmm yes we love election year silliness and all its stupid fake-sounding anger and backbiting and then we join hands and conquer the world (and the other worlds, too, it seems). I am still convinced that GW will lose like his father lost before him, but Mikey is starting to waver as the economy shows sings of recovering - which is good news, because, as they say, when the U.S. catches a cold, Mexico gets pneumonia. So recovery is not just a metaphor, here, no. Anyway, like I said we were talking here yesterday that would be writing this today and "Anyway," he says to me, "wars do not elect nor unelect presidents, Dano, 'it's the economy, stupid'." Are you calling me stupid? Nope, I'm not and you know I'm not, cuz, 'cause I'm only quoting old slick Willie campaign propaganda slogan motif whatever... ah, I know, his 'Campaign Tatoo'. You mean like his drumbeat, right? Yeah I suppose so, unless... heh heh... you don't suppose Monica saw a tatoo there on his cigar that she told whatshername whatzher Tripp wasn't'it? Heh. But how could she keep that secret until now what with all the tobacco juice stains on her new blue dress don't send it to the cleaners can you believe our Congress spent a year whipping him for his... under the desk commotion? Mmmm. How could she keep that tatoo a secret? Depends I guess on what the meaning of 'tatoo' is. Or "is" is? Heh. Yeah. But it's still the economy. Mm. You don't remember Vietnam, do you? No. But it took my father. I suppose you're right... in school they told us - our teachers told us from their own memories, I think - that that war changed American politics forever. But sometimes I think maybe it was just another rerun of the Philipine debate and war in 1900. Hic semper tiranis? Careful with those words, Dano. Yeah I guess the antitehrroar search programs might flash on it. Keep modulating the frequencies Mr.Data so Big Borgthere won't lock onto our phaserbeams... ...although you know they will, for nothing, since we are no one... but that was one war that changed politics, and this war of the next thousand years is also going to change us from republic to tyranical empire. Um... you are babbling again, cousin, but I think you're right to remind me about Indochina and that war... sometimes I think because of my father maybe I do want to forget that war can change politics for better AND for worse, not to mention the personal tragedies repeated over and over across this land and the others involved where families have lost our sons and brothers and fathers to our own version of human sacrifice that last, great honor the State demands from its people un soldado en cada hijo te dio, well, when I say our land not this land, Mexico, but our true homeland over there, across that line where the searchlights glare and border patrol trucks spangle the shining hillsides of night, and day. Waxing poetic my little expat cousin? Our own little election year faldurah and bruhaha? You still registered to vote? Heh. Oh Yeah, you bet your bottom boots AND cigar I am. I aint giving that up. Speaking of election year anger, you been reading the refriedgringo's latest rants and raves? Oh yes. Sometimes I am jealous of his divine indignation. You just insulted him again, attributing his own true feelings to anything 'divine'. Oy Mikey you got me there. I just wish he'd publish more on line, I mean he's got a bunch of readers but he's losing them by not speaking out every day. Speaking of which, did you notice that week before last we had like a thousand hits on Tijuana Maptext? Yeah! Phil called me day before yesterday. Guess we aint talked since before then eh? Nope. You want another espresso? Sure. When are you going to be here scribbling this? Tomorrow. Okay. Gimme a double. Yo - amigo... Juan Carlos? ¿Sí Dan? Dos mas dobles, por favor. Claro que sí. |
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I thought you said you were here today, scribbling? No, today is yesterday. Time is whatever we say it is, and usually the only rule (in this language, at least) is reading left to right and top down.... Hypertext is adjusting, or "changing" that, some what how now. Like my father said to me in a dream after he died, "-Go Over-Paper-" and he meant it like "over-drive" the visionary it was your dream, fool, and you still babble like a dam artiste Speak for yourself. I've lost track of who I am right now or which voice is speaking. Geeze, Dano, I know who I am. So should you. Yeah. Coffee's good, eh? Juan Carlos says it's bean from Chiapas. Like Nina, eh? That's right. Except the way you talk you sound like you been smoking it, not sipping it Heh! Yeah, except Salvador Dali does not need LSD, Dali IS LSD. Speaking of which, Mikey... you know I was dreaming about you last week? |
No way. Yeah... I had been called up to cover the paper route I had when I was fourteen and fifteen, because the paperboy who replaced me was sick. But I couldn't remember much of the route and practically none of the houses - they are all different now, so many more built in the last thirty years Has it been that long? Yes. They had all been changed, from sixties ranch to nineties neospanish. You and I went rambling around all those little roads and cul de sacs, Blair Way, Alto Drive... What kind of bicycles were we riding? That's the strange thing, Mikey, we were both on a big bicycle built for two, and you kept saying names over my shoulder, names I haven't thought about in years and years, not since I walked through part of the route with my son five years ago... you were saying - Aren't you forgetting the Crabtrees?. What about old man Severin beside his little lake? And where is old Doctor Immunschuh's house now? Or the Bonsacks? Or Cordells? Or the Garden of Ediin, where the water faucet slaked our thirst... And then, my dear identical cousin, I remembered that you don't really exist, and I looked over my shoulder to ask you what the hell you were doing here on my bike on my paperroute in this café, and of course, that was THE instant that I woke up. |
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Or perhaps I am still asleep, now, sipping the last of only one espresso yes. The little rover is out driving on |
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