That's just too explanatory too much winding
up the clock to its breaking point and
SpRoInG !  The thing broke .  There be
mirrors here in the hallways on the walls of
the rooms reflecting one side back against
other .  There be also mirrors on the street
moving one life into a larger city
                                 double
where a dog howls at the siren moon
on the very edge of California
in the crack between California
where a dry river runs dirty runoff water
over the stones over the sand through the
                                tangled bushes
where the streams run down hillsides into canyons and
into valleys .  Where the hillsides rise up
and bend toward a higher plateau in
wetter, cooler, thinner air, a mountain kingdom
oak  and  pine  and  cedar  and  manzanita
where lions and cats and coyote and eagle
measure          their          footprint
before            man            c a m e
h o m e        to    C a l i f o r n i a
TO PUT ALL THAT 500 year climate
on a page is also to
forget five million years of geology
pieces a domino crust bumping
and rumbling island then peninsula
then broken river sea
¿what is a mammoth compared to that?
¿gonna make it real compared to what?
this measure is only a broken cup .
no water drinks .  no fire cooks .
those must wait for dinner .
unless...  ah, yes... here it is
the sweetest memory in my mind 
of crystal clear cold water
at deer spring on Cuyamaca peak
and
then       tragedy
the recognition it burnt last year .