September 22, 2002 -- 2:47 AM

Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows

Oh man I haven't updated in far too long. Sorry, people.. school and a lot of other things can really get in the way. Since a helluva lot happens in a matter of weeks, I don't have enough time to talk about everything new.. in fact I should be in bed right now.

I guess I'll only talk about whats on my mind at this very moment. Last night I was on call at First Aid again and there was an emergency and I went - and it was my very first time going on one. A baby had been vomitting a lot so we took her and her dad to the hospital.. the parents couldn't speak english so all we could do is just wait with them until a medical person who could interpret showed up. Pretty simple and easy call, so I was lucky. And yes it is true that ambulance rides are one of the bumpiest rides.

Saturday the 28th is Nicole's party. God I MISS her! She's just.. awesome like that lol. Actually I'm getting second thoughts of whether I should go or not because the only person around now to give me rides is my dad.. and I wouldn't want him to pick me up with something bad - or maybe illegal lol - happening prior to it. It was hard enough just to get a little freedom. I hope I'm wrong about assuming what the party is going to be like and if Nicole reads this I especially hope she doesn't take it the wrong way. <3 Nicole.. I really do need to see her more often. *flips coin for her*

What else? hhmm.. Linh is awesome too lol *poke*

Last thing to tell about.. well I'm just dying to go snowboarding. December is getting closer and closer and hopefully we'll have a nice snowy winter that starts early and ends late. I've kept my brand new gear that I've had since spring boxed up in the basement and they're begging to be used. :D

Time to sleep - hopefully I'll update more often - Good night


September 29, 2002 -- 11:11 PM

Good Charlotte - Seasons

I went to Nicole's party. Now I know it my sound pathetic but I've never been to a party where people are just drinking, smoking, and doing random things. I can say I had fun because I sorta did. I mean when I got there Nicole and her friends were smoking weed so I sat there and watched them act baked. lol it does get pretty funny watching what people do when they're high.

My opinion of the party? Well Nicole was there - so what more can I say? lol.. I'm starting to question what's up with my attachment to her. Most of you who know me know that I'm not all melodramatic like I used to be - and believe me that's a really good thing. Maybe it's the way we never fight? The way we accept each other for each other? I don't know.. seeing her making out with her bf(suprise surprise..) in front of everybody did feel kinda weird.. and the fact that she spent more time with Mike(dont ask about him).. and some other stuff but she was drunk - and i mean wasted lol..

Still the positive outweighs the negative when it all boils down. Since I didn't get her anything I'm planning to take her with me to the Midtown and Good Charlotte shows.. i think thats another thing about me - whenever I plan something fun I always think about bringing her along. Infatuation? no way i grew out of that stage. maybe its just attachment to a really important friend..

If any of you actually read this far, I could use an opinion or two about the whole thing I just talked about. E-mail me..
anyway.. Good night






-Josh
josh@orendain.net