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Timmy.
01.08.03 @ 21:56
Here's to you bitch...
i should have seen it
from the begining
when she kiss one of my brothers
i blocked from my head cause i said she was different
was thinking with my head in the gutter
but i see now she's just
a bitch
just like the rest, trained to inflick
she ripped my heart out beat it with lust
and it blew me over like stiff gust.
i hate her now and i kicked
her out
i slamed the door as she walked out
but the pain is here and real
double fisted beers, i was starting to keel.
there is no way i saw
it ending like this
blinded by ignorance is not bliss
looking thorugh a blindfold and tried to focus
it was all a magic trick, hocus fucking pocus!
12.29.01 @ 12:45am
I'm retiring this poem i wrote to make ways for Karen's in my AOL Info...
Don't really know
How I got to meet you
Just appeared in my life
And made me smile ever since.
I look at you now
With this paper in my hands
And I realize how I feel
Never felt this way before.
It was the same great smile, beautiful
face, angelic voice
That I witness for more then a year
But it was the other night I truly saw you
In all your glory, just as you stand here
If I'm not too nervous
And I read this to you
I hope you see how I feel
And I would hope you feel the same way too
10.18.01 @ 1:35am
Got a little bored in my Java class so i decided to be creative... Tim
Like and Infinite Monkeys
Just typing away
sitting at my desk
Trying to do it all today
Typing blindly
Til it makes some sence
Maybe i'll pass
If the teacher is dence
No idea what i did
Last night til 3am
Slept four hours
Now i'm up to do it again
Create some code
Write a novel
I slam my fist down
And the world starts to wobbel.
Looked out my window
And dreamed of freedom
The said i would be chained to my computer
But i never believed them
The only window for me
is MicroSuck
An error message comes up
My fucking luck....
9.30.01 @ 12:54pm
This is something that my friend Courtney had in her info... (not origanal)
I think the most rewarding relationships, the ones that last, are born from friendship. One day you look at the person & see more than you did the night before, like a switch was flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can imagine yourself with."
9.29.01 @ 7:09pm
He was driving
away
And looked
in the
mirror
Blinked for a
second
And swore he
saw her
It was all in his
head
As he drove
away
He would give anything
To be with her for
one day
He was movin to the
real world
Movin to the
city
With the question in
his head
Was she my destiny
Thoughts ran through
his head
Til he said
enough
Played the music
louder
But it wouldn't
give up
Only hope
he had
One day it may
fade
But the voice kept
growing
With every Turn
he made
She was back
home
Living not in
reality
In a fantasy
world
Where she lived ever
happily
Never did she
know
What lied in his
soul
He tried to tell
her
But failed this simple
goal
Because was movin to
the real world
Movin to the
city
With the question in
his head
Was she my destiny
As he looked
yet
He started
to cry
Only thought
of her
As Welcome to Boston
went by
He was in the real
world
He was in the
city
But he would give
anything
To live not in
reality
6/22/01 at 5:36am--- I just got back from
my frat after a long nite of pool and drinking. But on my way to my house
i remembered some thing that i have been thinking about recently, it was
the aniversery of my Dad's death, Ten years ago, 6/21/91. i could have
swarn it was just a year or two ago... now i'm thinking about how much
he would be proud of me, graduating Highschool, winning one of the best
awards at the varsity awards dinner te Chris Michels award, going to college,
ect. ect... but i can only think about how he feels b/c he cannot tell
me in person. I do miss him more then anyone could imagine, though i never
did really get to know him. i was only 9, how much can one person learn
from a father by age 9? who will teach this 9 yea old how to shave, how
to talk to a girl, how to ask a girl out, how to change motor oil and
all the filters, how to dress up for his first dance, how to...??
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