>>>> Things change in life. I haven't updated this page in a LONG time because I was getting my life back together. Some things change in life... but I'm sad to say some things NEVER change. I can't eat anymore... I can't sleep anymore... 3 chances at life & you're out... or should I say 3 strikes & you're out. I really don't know how many chances God has given me in this crazy mixed up world... but I find ways to twist things & turn them in my head... & the knot grows larger & larger in my stomach. Eventually the truth comes out in the end. I just never knew the truth could hurt so much... or make me revert so easily to a year ago... and my old ways of thinking.

>>>> IN "NEWS" UNTIL APRIL 28, 2003

>>>> I’ve been dealing with a lot of crap recently. I totaled 2 cars in 2 weeks… 2 cars which belonged to my parents… & honestly… it was a blessing in disguise. Because if I hadn’t been in those wrecks… I’d of never slowed down long enough to evaluate my life… & find out what I was running from. I was able to put the puzzle together & I know now that I can’t please everyone. So I’ve given up the false pretense of a person that I was “supposed to be”… because I can’t live the lie anymore… I’m me… & I’m sick of being someone else to “help the family”. I’m not a bad person… I’m just not the person my parents want me to be… but I don’t care because I’m not breaking any rules… accept the unwritten law of conformity.

>>>> All I know is that life’s holes make great songs.

>>>> IN "NEWS" UNTIL JUNE 17, 2002

>>>> Let's see... right now my life is insane! I mean until April 27th every Monday-Thursday I'm going to have play practice at the school. On Tuesdays I have guitar & dance. On Wednesdays I tutor. On Thursday I either sleep when I can or go to Kids America w/Sarah. Friday-Sunday I work. Everyother Sunday I have MYF. It's hard to balance sleep, school, and a schedule when life gets this crazy.