Chapter 4 : Feelings

Sendoh finally reached home. it was way past midnight. But in Sendoh's mind, he could not believe that Rukawa did not have any feelings for him. What's more he could not understand was, why was Rukawa seeing Sakuragi?

In his deep thoughts, the doorbell rang. Sendoh opened the door. It was Koshino...

"Oh, it's you, Koshino. Come on in," Sendoh said, softly.

"Sendoh! Where hace you gone to? I was so worried about you," Koshino spoke as he made his way in, avoiding Sendoh's eye contact at the same time. " Actually, I wanted to apologise for this afternoon's behaviour... ..." Before Koshino could finished, Sendoh hugged him from the back and started sobbing. Koshino was shocked and his face turned hot and red. " Sen... ... Sendoh... ..."Koshino whispered," what are you trying to do?" But Sendoh did not utter a word. He kept hugging Koshino and Koshino could sensed that there was something in Sendoh's mind, and it was the very first time he knew that Sendoh cried ever since they were friends.

" Alright, ... ... Sendoh. Let's sit down and tell me what happened actually... ..." Koshino said.

Sendoh could not keep his feelings about Rukawa in his heart anymore. He practically expressed out all his feelings about Rukawa and after all that crying and sobbing, he fell asleep on Koshino's laps. Koshino had a hard time helping him back onto his bed and went home, with a mind as troubled as Sendoh [don't ask me why, it's just the flow while i am writing].

End of Chapter 4

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