In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams,
it's never quite as it seems,
Never quite as it seems.
I know I've felt like this before,
but now I'm feeling it even more,
Because it came from you.
And then I open up and see
the person falling here is me,
A different way to be.
Ah, la da ah... La...
I want more imposible to ignore,
Imposible to ignore.
And they'll come true,
impossible not to do,
impossible not to do.
And now I tell you openly,
you have my heart so don't hurt me.
You're what I couldn't find.
A totally amazing mind,
so understanding and so kind;
You're everything to me.
Oh, my life, Is changing every day,
In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams,
It's never quite as it seems,
'Cause you're a dream to me,
Dream to me.
Ah, da, da da da, da, la...
[= dolores o'riordan =]
-the cranberries-
welcome
to my dreams page.
this is where u find out all the itty bitty, nitty gritty, gory and
oh SO boring details. the simple life turned topsy-turvy after some
seriously bad decision-making.
this page. is about me. all about me.
[=
bio =]
age: 23
birthdate: 29/11/82
Nationality : Singaporean
Race/Dialect : Chinese / Hakka
western astrological sign: saggitarius
chinese astrological sign: year of the dog
current academic status:
Post Graduate Diploma
at the Curtin University of Technology
contact me
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hobbies =]
collecting MTVs,
playing the Sims when i'm totally bored,
xanga-ing,
playing mahjong,
eating (actually more like feasting),
playing the guitar,
collecting cyclops(x-men)-related stuff,
cooking and baking
can't list em all. ask and u'll find out.
and most are pretty cheesy.. so yeah..
bear with it :)
(or click skip to move on)
those who promised yet chose to let go
sweet revenge a tempting thought
but hold still, my mind, be impulsive not
a pox on
those generations to come
heinous brood of mortal scum
exude their fathers fiendish front
tortured beings, society's runts
a jinx
on THE one you finally choose to love
may she one day show you what you're worth
that fiery vengeance i shall NOT repay
give me the strength to walk away
and leave it in the hands of fate.
you
told me that you loved me
thought you said you'd always care
but everytime around me
i never feel you there
your words once comforted me
your arms sheltered me from harm
a world so secure, safe and sound
all but a mirage from another realm
our purpose not as pawns
to know right from wrong
yet judged and condemned for that human choice
what love do you speak of as you say my name?
to cling onto things i treasure
are wrong in your soverign eyes
to succeed in Man's opinion
nothing comparable to success in yours
yet perhaps you made us to feel this way
living in guilt, sin and remorse
for all lifes' winding lanes
the rules are in the book
the commandments in those lines
why's it i'll never find
this great love you offer
in Man exemplified.
just leave the sinning to the dead
take up your cross to calvary
behold our lord hath set us free
by the power of the cross
by the purest blood put forth
by that cup of mercy and grace
just push your pride away to see his lovely face
my soul screams in pain
this torture, this blame
the reflection of imperfection
the very embodiment of sin
thine bloodied face
proof of thine abundant grace
thine sweet and undying faith
beareth fruit of a glorious love that saves
my foolish mind renewed
my battered senses restored
my eternal soul redeemed
only you fulfil my every dream
putting up a front.
just too many lies to believe what i've done,
regretting all the fun.
just too many eyes peering at my heart,
jeering at my wrongs.
just too many dreams just shattered at the door,
relinquished at the thought.
its too difficult to keep sane,
survive and live up to ur name
the instances in your life
just reminding u u're blind
all the songs i've sung that spoke of all this pain, and never of the gain
dreams of a simple perfect love,
a ridiculous joke from above.
lifes' many decisions just wrecking my emotions, (and) tearing up my heart.
lifes' many conclusions just fooling with my thoughts,
playing with my mind.
lifes' driving me wild - all the fear of the unknown, hate of all the world
lifes' making me smile - all the beauty that i've seen,
all the scents i've breathed
you've spent all your nights just touching my hand, stroking my hair
you've spent all ur time just holding me close, comfort when i needed it most
you've given so much i could hardly express,
all these things are all your best.
you've given ur life but i just couldn't feel,
your love when it was real.
i looked like a lil pudgy twerp didnt i? :P
well anyways, one would really wonder how in living hell this little bundle of joy, innocent and genteel, grew to become totally unabashed albeit rather reclusive. i'm marvelously infamous for my outspokeness *bows* and proud that this trait runs in my family :)
but as i said before, mr stork coulda made a wrong turn somewhere and ended up at KK hospital where i was born, on the fateful day 29th november (remember to send me a card!) and dumped the wrong kid into my mom's arms..
i had the curliest hair EVER!
-my sis and i at the studio-
-me with gran and gramps :)-
my grandma brought me up..
really admire her for being such a strong individual.
-my sis and i in my parents bedroom-
-before-
-after-
-prehistoric-
(won best dressed cave girl @ wenni's bday party)
-wink-
well yeah these are the best of all my childhood fotos sorta :)
-bambi eyes-
another famous trait of mine :)
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stay tuned...