Ugly Pink Machine

"Eh... Some parts look so absurd, but so satisfied."
"Always do the surprise things. Last time he faked to be a fat man. This time he comes from above, make vdo recording staffs fell dizzy."
Hey... his dancer girls still sexy, I'm so jealous him."
"OH!... each girl ... ooh... can't complain..."
"If there's not a thing like this in his concert.it's not him ha... ha... ha..."
"Usually he's not like anyone but when seeing him in his concert, the more I'm seeing the more i know how he can crazy..."

The concert is over..., in the midstof the thousand of fans... Like his other concerts. Out loud screaming voice showing pleasant all around the hall. Thouch all the band members are so tired, they're so happe with this feedback.

Only few of staffs left in dressing room, they're packing up the stuffs and... he.
Another members back to their home for a whie, Giant too, he may, now, drinking some cool drinks in his room. He'd better go back too, back homee to sleep, sleep for relaxing, for his tired melted away.
Thin man changes his cloths from the lastest bright color dress in the concert to fades blue jeans with big dull colored shirt. Sticken up hail, now swept back, its color's hiden by a round shaped dim colored cap. And his face's hiden by a big sunglasses. His make-up doesn't wash out but so fade away. He walk to the parking lot at the back part of the building. The dimmy light shines on the only car left at that place and shines on the man who's slowly walking follow his long moving shadow cross on the floor which move by the rhythm of lonely steps...

Nearly midday, he just gets up from the bed. Food was prepared by Hiroshi, younger brother whom visited him this weeken is warmed again. A note stickes on the refrigerator " 5pm, interview... at...."
Next few seconds, the phone rang, thin man in the waistcoat, revealing a tattoo at the upper arm, with a loose-fitting pants walks to recieve it.
"Hide, don't you forgrt the interview at 5pm? I'll pick you up at 4pm." The source of the voice is his manager who's very strict with the time... but forget it, there're a few hours before the time.

His hardly free time always was spent by reading books or lostening to the music. Not only Rock he listen to it, he can listen every songs that he feels they're beautiful. Like today, one of his favorite songs 'the Beautiful Sunday', but there's no one believe that he like this style of songs.

3pm, it's time to dress up again, so bore!! He looks at himself reflests on the mirror like he usually does before dressing. The big eyes but didn't have a line of the eyelids, have to put on too much eyeliner and draw a fake line on the eyelids, the eyeblows're trimed to a tidy little line; quite hard to see if there's no drawing line, his face's thick powdered seem like a mask, so he must add the coloe on his lips too.

Almost all the clothes in the closet are bright color, there're only for TV shows or interviews. In a conor at below part of the closet, there's a few of dimming color clothes which he usually wears.
Today he dresses in green T-shirt, covered by vermillion synthetic cloth shirt, the same color pants. Hair must set in sticken up style too.
When finishing himself, his characteristic changes from one side to another side. It's the image that everyone always sees, the guy in bright colorm, both hair and dressing, the fact that doesn't look like normal guy. There're hardly someone who know the previous duy.

The door-bell rang at 4pm. His manager's gently waiting by the dooe. The man in bright color dress greet him before walk together to the elevater.

The girl interviewer waiting stands up and talkes abow for greeting when they get in the room.
"OK. Let's begin."
Many questions are continuing saked, about his new album, about his ideas to procude it.
"Since X's albums, Hide-san always wear the most bright color clothes?"
"Uhmm... I like it 'cause it's lively." Brown eyes roll from side toside under the dark eyeshadow colored the eyelids. "life might be fresh if it has colors."
"Yes,... Concert ened yesterday, how about it?, I didn't have a chance to see it but I heard that it's very impressive, Hide-san always has a strange ideas."
"Yeah, I think concert is a kind of work which I make for audiences, so I'd better do the thing that make them satisfies and fun. I want then get the most worthwhile thing. Infact, I'm not be like that."
"EH?.... Really... But Hide quite looks like a funny guy?"
A little smile on that thin lips, doesn't know what's he mean; boring, pity at himself or anything else. "I'm easy but if I present the really mine to the audiences, it's nothing interested and they pay money to see my concert, I should make something strange for them."

The interview stops for a while 'cause the interviewer feels dizzy by his answer.
"I'm tired, when I work I'm tired but it's incresing more several time when I think, what should I do, what I must prepare for ot's not the same show as the others, what's a strange new, madness which satisfactory everyone wants."
"Rally?! OH.. I think you are a funny guy as everybody has seen. It's to do thing that didn't want to do like that... OK. Next question, can you please tell us the real you?"
Wow... Hot news! We'll know the real Hide.
Brown eyes are casting at blue carpet which were ivory color traded on and a little flowers, then shrug his shoulder and answers with laughing.
"I am what you're seen. Hey!..You think really can I be like that? My life's so faded if I don't so anything satisfied myself, so sad na."
His voice and his action become the same pink hair disturbing guy that's make the interviewer feel dizzy again.
"What's he planning to do?
"What you're see is me, I won't be the others. I may make you really believe me? Ha.. ha... ha..."
"Ya... yes, yes..."
Huh... Why can believe him. Everybody knows that he's the same as the others, he always cheat the other people.
"OK. So let's picture you some to be illustraded in the magazine." Photographer walks in and choose the location to picture him.

Bright color head poses many action himself by the photographer no need to tell him.
the knees close while spreading his legs, pull the sleever cover the hands, a little lift his hands, widdening the eyes looking up and many strange actions. At last the interviewer and the photographer agree that "This is Hide of X-Japan who's not the same as anothers and the anothers can't be the same as him."

He takes off the outer shirt innediately when he gets in the car, left only the green T-shirt and tell his manager, today is his driver too.
"Bring me to Pata's house"
Then the restless eyes when interviewed become rest and watch out the outsde which bright by the lights on the two sides of the road and all from the shops.
"How about my interview today?"
"Yeah, good, be Hide-san that everyone known."
The conversation ended because a man in back seat watch outside the car by nomean, untill reach the closet friend's house.

The bell rang calls the owner out with the sound of cats.
"Ah! Hide, why come to late, come in, I'm going to have a dinner, join me."
On the table, 2-3 kinds of food prepared be the owner and the thing which can't forget, a can of beer.
"there's a person to have a meal is good, fell it's more delicious." The owner said with the smooth sound as his style.
"Being Pata is good. You can be as you are. No need pretending to be the others."
"Because I'm not like you. I be like this, if I be like you, it's hard na?
"So I'm jealous you, I want be as I be but I can't 'cause everyone known me a Strange Hide, Hide who always doed the new thing, Hide and sex. It's a boring thing and so tired that I must do all the crazy things.
His face showing boring like every time he speak his mind to his friend. Pata smile, a little smile, send another beer can to his friend, utter the smooth sound.
"But, because Hide-chan do that make a great welcome from fans. It's worth for your tired, right? You are born to be like this."

I must be like this forever. One day if my fans know the real me, how do they feel? Which I am Hideto not Hide of X-Japan or Ugly Pink Machine..."


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