Wow. I'm fucking stupid. What the fuck was I thinking, Katie's just gonna pop out of no where and ask to be friends? Damn I'm fucking retarded. Not for sure on this, but I caught a glimpse of Alex H.'s wrist and saw that familar blue band and she never said anything to me about it. It wouldn't be so bad if she told me she gave mine to him to cover her ass, if she just told me. I even asked her flat out when she randomly started talking to me "did you just start talking to me to save yourself?" course she said no and thinking that any fair relations could be summed from a pile of shit I willfully gave in. Fucking idiot. Why is it that I'm one of the few that still thinks their is always good left in people? Fucking idiot.

Happy note: 'Tis was nice to manda today. Even got a hug =-). God how i love her hugs. She should so bottle her hugs. She would make a fortune and I would go broke.