staring at the sun - j. englishman
I follow to the ending
Your spirit surely mending
play the martyr,
take the hammer to the heart
And when we can't find the answers
Just say it never mattered
Keep on smiling when the whole thing falls apart
And I want to be the one
who is left here staring
Staring at the sun (2x)
So you can go your way, dear
If you want just leave me layin' here
Cause I'm too tired to argue anymore
And I'm not concerned with winning
Like I was in the beginning
All this pettyness has numbed me to the core
And I want to be the one
Who is left here staring
Staring at the sun (2x)
I want to be left behind
I want to burn out these eyes
So let your fires unwind
I won't see
Let the blind lead the blind
And I want to be the one
Who is left here staring
Staring at the sun (2x)
I want to go blind,
but I can't close my eyes
(repeat and fade out)