Wednesday, July 16, 2003

9th week:

So, I'm 5 days into my new 60mg dosage. So far, I haven't really seen any big differences. I still love the fact that my face isn't super-oily anymore, but hate the fact that my cheeks are full of bumpy pimples and my neck area is full of large bumpy pimples that hurt!! I hate them!!!

Yesterday, I even put on some of my bro's BenzaClin on my neck area to kill them off faster, but I'm wary of putting the cream on my face. I think certain areas of my cheeks are dry enough. I'm debating on whether to put the BenzaClin on my neck again tonite.

Also, I suspect that my hair may have contributed to some of the breakouts, so whenever I can, I clip or tie my hair back. But when I'm out, I feel so uncomfortable, tho. I feel like everyone's looking at my face and cringing at it's red and bumpyness! Grrrr...hate it hate it!! But I guess I'm slowly getting used to it. Tonite, after I got off work, I sat on the train the whole time with my hair loosely tied...it took a lot of discipline to keep my hands from straying to the rubberband and untieing my hair, but I did it.

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