UnNamed

There are sooo many things we question about guys.....from my experiences i have found out so much, to start off i am 21 years old and live in Canada, but when i was younger i was soo ugly!! lol i had curly hair/ braces the works but because of my astounding charm and wit i was never unpopular. READ ON

When i was 14 i lost my virginity to a 23 year old man.....at the time people could think it was disgusting but this guy was the most amazingly hottest guy i had ever seen.....He never knew i was 14 i told him 17, like i did to most guys during my highschool days...because of the fact that i looked older and could get away with things like that. I was friends with everyone and i think sometimes i worked to hard to fit in. Everyone loved my spirit and kindness i could never say no to people which was hard sometimes with guys. When i was 14 i thought the whole world was in my hands i drank went to clubs picked up hott guys in their 20's.....my life was amazing.

15 was somewhat different for me...i found myself more sexually active and at christmas i met this wonderful guy Angel Wall and devoted my world to him...he was who i wanted to be the crowd i always loved..when we came together i was so happy i love everything about him He basically taught me how to kiss and have great sex!! however he was 18. i became so attached to him that i started sleeping with his friends so i wouldn't lose him...they didn't mind because to them love was not involved they wanted sex and wanted to open doors. Sometimes i wouldn't see him because it hurt me to much to say goodbye. i would cry a night because i knew i couldn't have him. He was wonderful in bed and cared so much about me, but not the way i wanted. I started going to parties in grade 9 and went to every party you could imagine.... bush/house/hotel they were all there and my friends at school enveyed me and always came to me for advice because i knew everything. Well so i thought