Deliberate Creating

What has done the creating for me is the current of energy, the physical

tingling, the sense of aliveness, the feeling of being up on my tiptoes with

anticipation, feeling my breath almost catch as I think of what I am wanting, and

then protecting this feeling from all who would scoff and reject as the feeling were

a sacred gold flame. I have always felt silly thinking what I am thinking. I have

always said to myself, "I've got to be nuts." In so doing, I may have slowed down

the creation process, but as I look back, I can see that nearly every miracle has

manifested as fast as life would allow--and usually pretty darn fast. Within 90 to

120 days in most cases, I began to see life weave together the characters and

possibilities that would bring my dream into being.

There is a conspiracy of goodness that amplifies the balance of our

thoughts. If we can find the tingle of joy and anticipation within a garden of doubt,

the conspiracy will amplify it. If we ask for the essence of what we are seeking,

the Universe will bring us something even better. This has always been true

in my experience. Every miracle has been better than even what I imagined.

And this too is an amazing demonstration that deliberate creation is not simply

about making something real in my imagination alone.

The miracles have always been better than what I dared to imagine.

The stories have always been more delicious, more wonderful, more exciting, more

abundant, more loving in this material realm than what I could see was possible.

Ted Black - 1/25/2000

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