Our baby has died
1st December, 1999

I have found myself contemplating removing this site, however, every now and then I get an email or Guestbook entry that makes me realise that although I do not suffer this pain as I used to there are many other women out there who are experiencing losses daily. The support and help they receive from this site is proof enough that this site is here to stay and I will do my best to maintain it. Many people email me or comment in my Guestbook wondering how I'm doing these days. I have decided to remove my story as I have gone onto have another baby and although the 2nd pregnancy was not without worry, stress and lots of bed-rest, I gave birth to a healthy baby girl on 1st October 2001. It goes without saying she is the light in my life.

"When I lost my baby it felt like God reached into my chest, broke my heart and took my baby but he forgot to take me too. Instead I am left here with the hurt, pain and absolute living hell of a broken heart and shattered dreams."

Died 13th November, 1999
Miscarried 1st December, 1999
Estimated Due Date 20th June, 2000