I want to plant what I may not harvest
write what shall never be read
walk until where my steps
shall never lead me
I want to eliminate by sweat
and burn
the remorse of existing incompletely...
to overcome the force of my inconformism
through the exhaustion of my musculature
to succeed in continuing all traces
even moved
by the thought of the useless thing...
I want to define whatsoever I believe
by analysing
the extension of my disbelief
to redeem myself
of the diseases and tiredness
I consent to myself
of my dying that I anticipate
just because I don't know
how to unfeel!
I want to come back to my cradle
having I already
myself
the dimension of the world!
to perceive the shimmer of understanding
rising from the evidence of my ignorance
I want to know everything
I shall have no time to learn!
dominate the true sense
of the words and not words
to bury
the dificulty of communication...
I want to dissolve myself in equalness
and simultaneously keep intact
my single way of being!
more than feel myself
I want to be free
indeed...
to wave my hand to happiness
as being
a concreteness to those
who shall succeed me!
As a last effort of survival
I want
to resist to my inapellable judgement
about me
living together with the monster
as if it were a lady
understanding death
s if it were alive...
1ºlugar no Concurso Literário da Sociedade Brasileira de Médicos Escritores
- SOBRAMES -
ano 1999 - gênero poesiia
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