i've been sucked into this weird mood all week. monday i got back to the apartement, mumbled a hi to gabbi and then ended up in my room listening to tori for 2 hours. i felt really unsocial (and mean) but i couldn't help it. i 'made up' for being such a poop by starting up a 2 hr conversation with him later on, but i dunno.. it's so weird to live with a person and show your bad sides for the first time. you know?

i've also been procrastinating an insane amount. i skipped reading a book and the paper on it was due today and it didn't even phase me. i'm trying to tell myself it'll be alright if i just get up at 6 am tomorrow morning and slip the paper under the teacher's door but.. we'll see.

why am i such a poop, though? blah. mysteries in life...

jesse finally returned from his across-america drive. i haven't seen or talked to him in 4 months. -4 months-. needless to say, i got quite thrilled when he called me monday. unfortunately we haven't been able to actually catch the other, so all we've managed to produce are cheesy voicemail messages of 'call me..." heh. ah well. i'm glad.

i'm not in a very talky mood. wait, that's not true. check out the sam rockwell board and you'll see that i -have- been quite prolific, just not in journal form.

sorry. don't worry. maybe i'll snap out of it and get up at 6 am to slide an actually good entry under your door when you least expect it.

the movie "american pie" rocked a whole lot. especially alyson hannigan ("willow" on buffy, the show) was outstandingly funny, and single handedly had me nearly falling out of my chair. plus, i now have a crush on her. she's just so damn cute. and 24 years old. mind boggling.